we are not just a toy in there games [open to all]

i leaped "where did..you-" i cut my self off anger rising from my fear. i remembered she hardly talked to anyone i made a move to the bush i snarled my gray seam eyes dark "why where you watching me like that"i hissed out my eyes narrowed to slits-you could compare me to a snake..hissing and lashing at any unexpected pray.my braid fell sideways over my shoulder..i waited narrowing my eyes "Well?" i hissed out.. suddenly i looked up blinking "im fia" i said slowly realizing i was being rude

i narrowed my eyes "sure" i said storming off in a huff of anger.i hated smart asses,i found them unlikable and rude at all times of the day,i was not sure if he was a smart ass or not but i dident care "stupid-idiot.." i mumbled walking into my house in the seam,my father was at work in the mines.i slammed the door and hurled myself on the couch "oh...what am i going to do" i whispered to my self... i stood my blond hair flying around "hmm..."i wondered aloud walking on hunters feet to the kitchen i pulled out a bit of bread and nibbled on it..thinking.i wondered aloud "i wonder if alex" i spit his name out as if it was a sour apple "is from the seam" i looked down at the bit of bread in her hand and shrugged

i herd the giggle and snorted "idiot" i muttered to the window,i looked in the glass at my reflection... i was amazingly beautiful with stunning blond hair and gray/blue eyes...but the girl on the inside was dark and alone...two different people in one.i flopped down on the couch and burred my self in blankets.. i sighed thinking of all the people i had lost "well the capitol cant hurt me if i have no one" i thought sadly

(uh she was inside when she said that) i saw the girl and smiled sadly i turned and walked slowly into my room and sat on my bed in my room there was but one window that let me see the forest and the fence i had only one friend in this world clover my dog my father had found lost neer the fence she was a sheep dog mix i think i couldent tell it was vary hard to see what breed she was clover came over and licked my hand and panted waiting for me to pet her so i did her soft ears calming to me.. a sad lost and alone girl

I heard a very soft giggling from the tree behind me. probly someone eavesdropping. as i start to walk back home i hear her jump down. i wonder how long shes been there and who she is but right now i need to get home and roll a few more ciggys then go back to my tree and get that rusty knife i got from the butcher. when i get home my mom is in bed already so i roll a few cigarettes and go outside. i light the smoke as im walking. my mom never liked the smell so i cant light them in the house. so,lit cigarette in hand i head toward the tree.