:: This Tangled Web :: The Ferde Family ::
Apr 18, 2012 3:23:52 GMT -5
Post by meg. on Apr 18, 2012 3:23:52 GMT -5
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Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play [/size]
F[/color]riesia F[/i][/color]erde[/font][/center]
One foot behind the other, she pulled off her boots without bothering to undo the laces. It didn’t matter if she broke them; she needed new ones anyhow. ‘They wore out’ would be the simpering tale she would tell her father, voice sickly sweet and lips ever so slightly pouted, forcing a child’s innocence into her words, and she’d get away with it. She’d be the only one. Not even little Shetty, who would innocently wear through a pair of hand-me-down boots, would get away with breaking something expensive like that without a hard slap.
Was it messed up that Friesia liked seeing the red stain her father’s handprint on her sibling’s faces? It was like the whole family had been cursed with a grotesque birthmark that she had somehow managed to avoid. It wasn’t just luck that she’d avoided it either- she’d worked hard to learn her father off by heart, to gain his trust, to wrap him around her little finger. It wasn’t as if she liked the man- quite to the opposite, she hated the man, hated the way he looked at her mother like a particularly tender piece of meat. But she needed him, the way a tick needs a rabbit, it’s pincers firmly stuck into it’s petal-folds of skin, feeding off its blood, until a juicier meal comes along.
Elegant fingers- fingers far too unblemished to belong to a family that worked stock for a living- picked a strand of hay out of her hair whilst peering into the hallway mirror. Chipped in more places, it was a family heirloom, one that would more than likely be passed onto Friesia when she found a home and a husband of her own. Mind you, Friesia was adamant that when she was to display this mirror herself, she would be living in a house, and not a done-up cattle truck. A scarf, coiled tight like a noose around her neck, was unravelled, and her jacket had the raindrops shaken off it and was placed on a hook to dry. The lone, dim, bulb in the room blinked once, twice, but stayed alive, a hungry spider dangling on a thin strand of web.
She was sick of living in the truck. Sure, it was convenient for when they were in the Capitol, but for the six-odd winter months that were spent in District Five, it made Friesia feel like a hobo, like any old ragged district kid. For goodness’s sake, they didn’t even have stairs. She climbed the ladder and opened the trapdoor that lead to the main living area of the house, a sort of kitchen-cum-dining-room-cum-lounge-cum-study. It was the size of the bathrooms of some of the houses she had visited in the Capitol. Her mother was bustling over the stove in the far corner, and Friesia headed in that direction to inspect the contents of their dinner. Some sort of stew was bubbling away, consisting of potatoes and carrots and flour-and-water dumplings and some sort of grey meat.
“What sort of meat is it, Mum?” Friesia asked, voice disproving.
“Oh I, uh, can’t remember,” she replied. There was a difference between not remembering and not wanting to remember. Friesia though that it was quite probably the latter. ‘Call everyone in, won’t you?”
Chest protruding, she marched over to the window and proceeded to yell into the fast-dimming sky, “Dinner!” Her mother looked at her, and for a second it looked like she was going to ask her to go outside and make sure they all heard, but she thought better off it and turned back to her cooking.
“Can you set the table for me?” She asked her daughter.
“The twins can do it,” Friesia replied, grabbing a glass off the draining board, and then standing on the tips of her toes to reach the top cupboard, and grabbed out the bottle of strawberry cordial that her mother had made in the summer and saved for birthdays and special events. Today was neither of those, but she knew better than to star an argument with her daughter. Friesia poured the syrup into the class, ensuring it was strong enough that she could taste the sugar, and then diluted it. She sat down at the head of the table, glancing with every sip to her mother, daring her to disapprove. She, however, knew much better than to argue with Friesia Ferde, the monster of her own creation.
And I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't
So here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my road
And I'm ready to suffer and I'm ready to hope
It's a shot in the dark and right at my throat [/size]
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