Friendships and Happiness [Onyx]

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The cute smile on the girl's face lightens up my sleepy looking smug smile, I take a good long look at her and realize that she looks so beautiful, so unique compared to the rest of the girls here; Realizing that I saw her before this, I try to recall where and when I saw her, everything is hazy but could be remembered if I try hard enough, I remember a girl being bullied... a girl with a long nose like hers and the same hair color too, apprehending how idiotic I was not to realize that she was a girl, the one who was always teased, the one who was different from the rest, the outcast, the one just like me. The howls of the mighty wind grow louder as we were standing still in my dreamland the middle of nowhere, looking around me I saw that it was a barren land, not that much animals and plant, but at least we were away from the pollution of our once beautiful and eco-friendly district. Waiting for her answer to my clearly ignorant question, I caught myself starring at her - but didn't stop myself - trying to figure out why anyone would bully her. She is very much like them, she has a beautiful face, a slightly tan skin like theirs, but why would they treat her like an outcast? Bullying me is quite understandable since look at my skin, I have so many wounds all over my body and not a single blemish on hers and I'm a dreamer while she's a runner, I'm stupid compared to them I'm different, but she doesn't deserve all the teasing, she deserves something much better, she deserves a friend.

"Call me Eternity. How did you get all the way out here?"
"Eternity" that was her name, "a dazzling name for a gorgeous girl." I look into those beautiful murky eyes,
"To be honest I don't know how I got here."

Looking into her perfect face, a look of confusion washes over her it - I get that look a lot of times already I'm used to it - I know that it may sound really stupid but the truth is that I have a really horrible memory - but if it was a really important part of my past I could remember it - no matter how many hours ago it was I would forget, everything that happened will become mixed with my dreams - like one time I remembered that I placed my books in my desk, a huge monster suddenly appears in front of me, a bow and arrow suddenly appears in my hands, I then shoot an arrow to it's eye and ride on my magical pony out of district five and create a beautiful world of my own - see I told you! "I think I have been lying down there for the entire day or so." flashing an embarrassed smile towards her, a sudden look of alarm shows in her face but then she regains composure. You know because of this "stupidity" of mine I get bullied a lot, I know that if you were in my shoes, you would probably hate your life and kill yourself, but I'm not like that I'm really optimistic about my life, I know someday people would understand but for now I will be the one who will understand them. I take a few steps forward, take my jacket out and I place it right next to where I will squat, squatting down I tap my hand on top of my jacket and say "Eternity, come sit here for a while lets talk about life." Not knowing why I feel drawn to her, is it because of her looks or her personality, or is it because of our the same destiny, whatever may the reason be I'm still happy that I'm gonna learn about her more.

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The hesitation in her movements - her every move looks like a wave of the ocean so calming and smooth - are quite obvious, is she shy or does she not like to be my friend. Slowly rising up to walk back home, Eternity suddenly approaches and settles down to where I lay my jacket for her to sit on, releasing a deep sigh of relief that she would stay and talk, I soften a bit. The heat waves from the blazing sun in the cloudless sky was burning my extremely sensitive body - itch. must scratch - I begin to scratch realizing I have no topic on my mine to talk to her about - curse you extremely short memory - starring at the polluted filled district of mine, about to ask her what she was doing in this parts of the district - which is weird because it's no-mans land here - she begins to talk.

”Thank you, though you should really thank my mother for my name-"

Well at least you had a mom right?, was what I almost told her, but then I realized that she realized that it might hurt my emotions if we talk about her mom, while I never had one - or it may be a problem between her an her mom - she was being sensitive to my feelings, she knew that I might get hurt - wow I'm not used to this, what is this feeling? Admiration or is it a crush? - . But it's fine if she talks about her name and about her mom, close to telling her that it was okay to talk about her mother since I always want people to be happy, she then continues her speech.

”Are you out here often? I run around here sometimes, but prefeo stay closer to the district.”

I would love to say yes, but that would just be a big fat lie, not knowing if I had always come here or not I just smile shyly at her - hoping she doesn't notice my being forgetful, but I had a hunch that she knew - trying to hide my forgetfulness, and contemplate at her intently, absorbing every word that comes out from her cherry lips - they're so beautiful - her voice sounds like a group of angels singing a song of praise, perfect pitch, is it me or am I dreaming again because she looks like.... she's shining like a goddess that came down from the heavens to talk to a mortal, a stupid, idiotic, fantasizer human who looks dumbfounded in front of this immortal beauty, she continues on.

”I run a lot, I guess, it helps me get rid of dark thoughts…”

She's a runner - wow that's amazing she's sporty - a runner for sports or is she running from some one or something - I'm gonna ask her that, if I remember to - I never thought that I - the freak, the outcast - would be learning having a crush on about a person I just met like how many minutes ago, but she sounds interesting, there's like a force that pulls me close to her, starving to learn more about her life. Continuing my stare at her, I hear her laugh - for no apparent reason -, but there's something in her laugh - it's like coated with something - is it fear?, or is it distress? Why would she be nervous - maybe it's my stare, but I can't help it - talking with me. Or maybe I haven't been talking that's why she's agitated.

”Almos, why are you looking at me like that?”

Those words snap me back into life, I knew it had something to do with my stare, I look to her and saw that her face was turning red like an apple, realizing that I was still staring at Eternity, quickly I turn my head to face the barren land, to hide my bashfulness. "Sorry for that," telling her as I slowly look into her eyes "but it's just that you're so pretty and I find you really interesting. That I can't help but stare." the breeze became calmer filling the place with a hint of magical aura. This is a perfect moment, I wish that we could stay like this forever, me looking into her eyes and Eternity looking into mine, nothing could ever destroy this moment, it will be forever burned into my memory forever.

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The heat of the sun irritates my skin and I continued on scratching, until she places her hand unto mine. ”Don’t. You’ll hurt yourself.” she said with concern, still baffled by why she touched me when others won't - they'd rather stay away from me or they get grossed out by all my wounds and never talk to me - . Her soft touch sends shivers down my spine. The warmth of her palms was all I could think of - it was like a touch from a goddess - her touch will forever burn a mark in my memory. Seeing her glance at my arms where there were was a million wounds, becoming more self conscious because of her glance - please don't let go please- I readied myself for her to let go - they all would but it's okay - slowly I close my eyes as if it would stop time from moving her hands away from mine, but the warmth was still there. Quickly, I flutter my eyes open to see if I was dreaming or not, to my amazement I wasn't - this could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare - that time I knew I had a friend. Someone I could always rely on, looking back into Eternity's beautiful face I feel something again. The feeling of love? I wasn't sure, but I was certain of one thing Eternity is my friend. My face suddenly lights up and happiness and love was what it showed - I hope she could understand my look - and nothing else. I let everything blur around me, nothing else matters but me and eternity.

Her face then takes a look of sadness - why? - , fear crept into me. Did I do something wrong? or maybe she's thinking twice of becoming my friend? maybe she'll let go - please don't - . ”Is it the sun?” she asks with her tender voice, then I understood her look, it wasn't a frown because of me doing something wrong, it was a frown because of her concern for me. Something inside me starts to stir, - my heart? - I couldn't understand my feelings today everything is so confusing. This is the best day of my life, because I have found a really amazing friend who would always stand by me through thick and thin. ”Is it the sun?” her voice and words still echoing in my head, wondering if the ball of fire was hurting me - Yes please take me away from here - , she then smiled her dazzling smile before I could nod my head in response, ”Come on, I’ll show you somewhere secret.” she said as she tug me up to stand. Secrets, no one ever shared his or her secret to me before this would be the first time, I don't know what to, feel happy or scared - like a little boy who a stranger treated for ice cream -. I was joyed because some one was willing to put their full confidence in me and I was afraid because I might not be able to keep it, I might suddenly give it away because of my extremely short memory. I noticed that she was taller than I am - wow she's a giant - but it doesn't worry me. I don't judge a book by it's cover because that is the wrong thing to do, you should always try to look at the persons attitude that is the only way you could really get to know a person through his actions not his looks, so far everything she did was nice not what I usually get from other people - no sneers or looks of disgust - but I know the others are still warming up to me. It's not everyday you see a person like me who has a disability, right?

We were moving out of the dessert like place and into a more greener place. It was full of trees everywhere, more grass on the ground, the air was quite fresh better than my befoul districts air. It was once such a beautiful place like this forest, I bet that it was more beautiful, we were close to the animals a perfect example of nature and man working together in harmony to create a beautiful district like district five. But then the capitol destroyed everything our district held dearly and exchanged it with factories that poison our once pure water and fresh air. We then come to a halt in the middle of the woodland to where a cave was hidden beneath a sea of vines. Letting go of the hands I held so tight I walked closely to the den to move the creeping plant away and make it look like a curtain. "Is this your secret place?" astounded at how Eternity could find a beautiful spot like this, it was like wonderland to me. Everything I dreamed my district to be all in this amazing timberland and not quite near the high voltage fence. It was a paradise away from home. I sit in the opening of the subterrane and wait for her to sit next to me, slowly I was getting angst because she was still standing - did I do something wrong? - looking at me like I was a little boy who got to see the capitol for the first time in his little boy life- , But the place was truly bewildering, everything was so lush and and flawless. Their were birds flying up in the sky, looking up I started to dream of being one of them, up in the sky flapping my wings, feeling the breeze against my feathers. Dreaming of soaring high and looking down at the whole panem, how I would be letting all my worries go. I felt myself falling from my sitting position and my back was on the floor, my eyes still close as if I never felt anything a painless fall. "ALMOS!" I heard someone say, there was fear in her voice with a hint of agitation - but I was flying how could I hear that from up here? - Feeling someone rudely shaking me, I suddenly flutter my eyes open and saw Eternity's face full of worry. "I was flying. and then I was here what happened?" I asked forgetting about why I fell.

[[occ: This is way overdue! xD]]

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