A Panicked Situation (Open)
May 16, 2012 20:41:42 GMT -5
Post by Sulla Dominic on May 16, 2012 20:41:42 GMT -5
~I awake well rested, in early morning. At least I think its early. I have no clock in sorts, and can only tell by the dew which remains upon my window. Though having a quite splendid rest I find it difficult to get up. But only cause I don't know what's worth getting up for, my mind is blank to the thought. But maybe its 'cause I'm still waking up, because once I hear my younger brother stirring to get up I remember I am waking up for him, to be there for him. So as he still is waking up I leave the room and prep food for the both of us, I make a warm watered down oatmeal. Its not satisfactory but its decent. And as I reach over for our spoons I notice the few coins and dollars on the counter. A sign mom or dad had stopped by to give us food money, as they then scampered off back to the military compound, exactly what they do every time in the beginning of the week.~
~I ignore the money and eat my oatmeal with my lil'brother. But the thought of saying that I hate my parents haunts me, I'd rather not say I hate them but I really don't like them. In the beginning it was fine, cause they were here, they showed they cared. But now were baggage or that's how it feels. This is what pushed me to train now that I think about it. Feeling cold emotions made me wanna get stronger, which is why training consumes my every other day routine. Besides feeding my brother, and watching over his general well being. After our meal I escort him to a neighbor of ours, who lives a few houses from us. Once I dropped him off I had to go back home, because I had left the money sitting on the counter, which I need to shop today. But on the way back the packs of peacekeepers seems a bit much, even for district two. My first thought resorts to 'Rebels' but I doubt even my imagination. Once home I grab the money and then I am right back out the door, a few minutes from then I reach the town square but the place looks packed. Spread out merchants and civilians fill the away.~
~After awhile of walking around I buy a loaf of bread, which puts a dent in the money left for me and my brother. But it has been awhile since we had bread I could hardly refuse. From the same merchant I make sure to buy butter, and to my surprise he gives it away. No purchase only generosity, and that can go a long way in districts. Though the joyous feeling doesn't last for long before peacekeepers come barging in the town square forcing everyone out for an odd reason which I don't know. In the havoc which spread in the square like wild fire I lost the grip on my bread, as I saw it get stomped on by panicked bystanders and peacekeepers. Without thought of who, I turned to the one who knocked down my bread and swung my right fist towards his face as it meet his nose dead on. I see him fall back, blood already racing down his face. And as I see him laying upon the ground trying hard to catch focus and raise up before passing out, I notice what I just did. I hit a peacekeeper.~
~After I had realized who I had rendered unconscious, with no other thought I leaped over him and ran as I passed the commotion and left all panic behind me. Money in pocket, with bread and butter still back in the square. I couldn't go back. Not now. They will probably search for me, but that's if they saw me at all. I could be in the clear, hopefully I am. I have worked to hard to protect my brother and myself. I can't believe in anger I carelessly attacked someone. While racking my brain with thoughts I hear behind me distant foot patters and screaming of people yelling 'Halt' and 'Stop' I can't give up, I continue to run. Dashing behind structures and over obstacles, I am trying hard to keep a distance but it is hard to tell the difference between: them catching up to me, or me knocking down objects. But I dare look back, though I eventually do. As I see nothing but it doesn't mean whoever won't find me unless I hide somewhere. After a slight jog I am further up on a nearby incline which has a dozen old shacks which are unsteady and unfit to live in, but I need shelter so I'm willing to take the risk. Once inside I crouch over a counter as I try to control my breathing. Cardio is not my strong suit I'm more strength then anything so I'm out of breath. And to my surprise panicked. How could I fail not only me but my brother.~
~I ignore the money and eat my oatmeal with my lil'brother. But the thought of saying that I hate my parents haunts me, I'd rather not say I hate them but I really don't like them. In the beginning it was fine, cause they were here, they showed they cared. But now were baggage or that's how it feels. This is what pushed me to train now that I think about it. Feeling cold emotions made me wanna get stronger, which is why training consumes my every other day routine. Besides feeding my brother, and watching over his general well being. After our meal I escort him to a neighbor of ours, who lives a few houses from us. Once I dropped him off I had to go back home, because I had left the money sitting on the counter, which I need to shop today. But on the way back the packs of peacekeepers seems a bit much, even for district two. My first thought resorts to 'Rebels' but I doubt even my imagination. Once home I grab the money and then I am right back out the door, a few minutes from then I reach the town square but the place looks packed. Spread out merchants and civilians fill the away.~
~After awhile of walking around I buy a loaf of bread, which puts a dent in the money left for me and my brother. But it has been awhile since we had bread I could hardly refuse. From the same merchant I make sure to buy butter, and to my surprise he gives it away. No purchase only generosity, and that can go a long way in districts. Though the joyous feeling doesn't last for long before peacekeepers come barging in the town square forcing everyone out for an odd reason which I don't know. In the havoc which spread in the square like wild fire I lost the grip on my bread, as I saw it get stomped on by panicked bystanders and peacekeepers. Without thought of who, I turned to the one who knocked down my bread and swung my right fist towards his face as it meet his nose dead on. I see him fall back, blood already racing down his face. And as I see him laying upon the ground trying hard to catch focus and raise up before passing out, I notice what I just did. I hit a peacekeeper.~
~After I had realized who I had rendered unconscious, with no other thought I leaped over him and ran as I passed the commotion and left all panic behind me. Money in pocket, with bread and butter still back in the square. I couldn't go back. Not now. They will probably search for me, but that's if they saw me at all. I could be in the clear, hopefully I am. I have worked to hard to protect my brother and myself. I can't believe in anger I carelessly attacked someone. While racking my brain with thoughts I hear behind me distant foot patters and screaming of people yelling 'Halt' and 'Stop' I can't give up, I continue to run. Dashing behind structures and over obstacles, I am trying hard to keep a distance but it is hard to tell the difference between: them catching up to me, or me knocking down objects. But I dare look back, though I eventually do. As I see nothing but it doesn't mean whoever won't find me unless I hide somewhere. After a slight jog I am further up on a nearby incline which has a dozen old shacks which are unsteady and unfit to live in, but I need shelter so I'm willing to take the risk. Once inside I crouch over a counter as I try to control my breathing. Cardio is not my strong suit I'm more strength then anything so I'm out of breath. And to my surprise panicked. How could I fail not only me but my brother.~