OMNIA NOX ☆ D3
Aug 25, 2012 3:26:44 GMT -5
Post by florentine, d4b ❁ on Aug 25, 2012 3:26:44 GMT -5
Name: OMNIA NOX
Age:SIXTEEN AND A HALF SEVENTEEN
Gender: Male
District/Area: District 3
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District/Area: District 3
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So this was here and then I lost it I will maybe code it again later but then probably no.
Aim and Ignite, Album Plot.
{Be CalmI'm scared that everyone is out to get me.
"These days before you speak to me you pause."
Aim and Ignite, Album Plot.
{Be Calm
I'm scared that everyone is out to get me.
"These days before you speak to me you pause."
☆ Fear of people. Constantly questioning the motives, words and actions of everyone else, as well as the world around him.
Now every single crack, every penny that I pass,
Says I should either leave or pick it up.
☆ Highly superstitious, unsure of what to do. Finds it hard to deal with emotion and shuts off when it gets too hard.
{Benson Hedges
'Cause if the Lord is gonna find me,
He'd better start looking today.
☆ Generally misguided, always searching for something to look up to and follow. Desperate to believe in God and yet unable to.
I say goodbye to the canyon.
I will set sail to the streets.
☆ Dreams of running away and finding someplace better, in doing what his brother did and simply leaving, but unable to knowing he would be doing exactly what his brother did and leaving people behind, leaving himself behind. Afraid, but unable to admit it.
{All the Pretty Girls
So I call your name, cross my fingers
uncross the others, hesitate.
☆ Thinks through everything he does, hesitates, often will follow another person's lead just so the mistakes aren't his.
Oh c'mon, oh c'mon, what's a boy to do
When all the pretty girls can't measure to you?
☆ Often comes across as 'too good' for anyone, but is, in reality, afraid of himself. He's seen enough hearts broken and breaking them doesn't appeal to him. No-strings-attached one night stands, however, are another story. Commitment issues.
{I Wanna Be the One
For everything you've lost,
And all you've overcome
I wanna be the one to put it in a song.
☆ Eager to please, has a tendency to try to carry other people's problems. Frustrated when he cannot fix things, always has sympathy and words for anybody who needs him.
Cigarettes are raining hard
On the upper east side.
☆ Dependant on nicotine as well as the 'sleeping pills' he gets from the more shady side of town. Continually justifying everything he does, even when deep down he knows it is wrong.
{At Least I'm Not as Sad
So I left, that is it.
That’s my life, nothing is sacred.
☆ Tendency to 'leave' either mentally or physically when things go wrong. Believes that nothing can last forever, and that optimism can only last so long.
I don’t keep friends, I keep acquainted,
I’m not a prophet, but I’m here to profit.
☆ Is happy to talk to others about their problems, but shuts off when the conversation turns to himself; isn't close to anyone anymore. Working toward a better life, sure that one day everything will be okay again.
{Light a Roman Candle with Me
It's not that often that I understand
The ins and the outs of what's wrong and what's right.
☆ Confused; often chooses the wrong people to idolise and ends up in the wrong place at the wrong time. Constantly in trouble. 'Innocent' bad boy.
Oh I know, it goes on, it gets old
Oh I know, it goes on, it gets old...
☆ Fear of time passing, never wants to grow up. Childish, used to cling to the memories of old times, but then he started seeing the hidden evils there and just blocked everything out with those magic pills and tried his very hardest to forget. Afraid of responsibility.
{Walking the Dog
Amid all the confusion, and friends I've been losing,
I always thought from the start I'd be the one moving on.
☆ Always assumed he'd be the one to run away from his life, and when everybody left him he kind of just pushed the rest away because being alone is probably better than losing everyone you love.
I will not let you go.
☆ Holds on far too long, is very easily hurt. Wary of people because he is so easily dependant. Kindhearted, naive.
{Barlights
I moved on, I passed a billboard down my block that asks if I've had enough,
And aloud I say "I've had too much" when the truth is, I'm just getting started.
☆ Desperate to believe that everything is going to get better, but in reality thinks that if he lets the smile drop from his face the world will burn around him. Afraid, so afraid. Believes promises.
So he calls us all sheep
I'm the Little Bo Peep of the bunch.
☆ Easily left behind and forgotten, quiet, feels as though he's trying to 'round everybody else up' and keep his family together, but he doesn't know where to begin. Grasping at straws. A follower, completely and utterly swept away by the tide.
{Take Your Time
Let your lungs fill up with smoke.
Forgive everyone.
☆ Forgives easily, perhaps more willing to believe what he wants to believe than what is actually true. Dependant not only on people but on substance. Believes alcohol to be poison, blames his brother's leaving him on it.
See, of everyone who called,
Very few said, "We believe in you."
☆ Low confidence, feels as though his life is slipping away, meaningless and wasted. Has dreams, wants to be someone and something and remembered, but can't work out how. Drowning out his sorrows until maybe they hurt a little less, covering up the bruises he is left with so nobody knows. Watching little Klaus succeed and feeling like less of a person every day. Desperate to prove his worth to his brother.
Codeword: odair
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