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We All Fall Down [Ash]
Hunter

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last seen Sept 5, 2012 19:32:36 GMT -5

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~Please Read Me~ Sept 3, 2012 18:56:38 GMT -5

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Post by We All Fall Down [Ash] on Sept 3, 2012 18:56:38 GMT -5

tilxeverythingxburns.proboards.com/index.cgi?action=viewprofile

in case it's gone by the time you look at it i shall tell you what happened. So all i did was join an rp. just started rping this morning. and i got banned. the admin kept saying oh, no, i didnt ban you! it must be messing up!

so i tried to log back in and this is what i read in the fucking c-box

*directly copied and pasted, i did not edit it in any way*

3 Sep 12, 06:26 PM
MEOWS: some people had a bit of a problem with that girl.. so she got banned.
3 Sep 12, 06:26 PM
sam: so she was banned because no one liked her?
3 Sep 12, 06:25 PM
sam: i did....
3 Sep 12, 06:25 PM
MEOWS: read the note.
3 Sep 12, 06:21 PM
sam: o.o where'd my post from earlier go

sam was the one i was rping with.....
MEOWS was the admin....

its just, i cant explain how much that bugged me. it's just, im not used to people not liking me. but most importantly meows had lied to me, saying she didnt ban me. thats what hurt the most.

so, and please be thuroughly honest, do i annoy you in any way? have i ever done something wrong?
i cant explain it, but im like friggen spazzing over that. i cant help it. roleplaying helps me escape and its not like i did anything wrong in that case!!! i-i didnt do anything!!!!!

*sighs* i know this seems stupid to freak out.
but im like crushed.
i already have a major paranoid thing where i feel like i annoy people so i tend not to say much and i hide myself, and roleplaying is how ive always escaped that.

but now im starting to wonder.... do any of you have a problem with me?!

i hate to admit it, but im like almost in tears cuz of this.... i cant even believe it!!!

oh well, enough on this im just gonna shut up now.

but please, be honest. if you have a problem with me tell me. i'd really like to know.

Glimmitch
Seam Resident

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last seen Nov 23, 2012 2:55:32 GMT -5

~Please Read Me~ Sept 5, 2012 10:58:02 GMT -5

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Post by Glimmitch on Sept 5, 2012 10:58:02 GMT -5

Hey there, I hope you don't mind me replying here, but I have gone through this several times and know exactly how it feels. A few years back, like about 4 or 5 years, I joined a wrestling themed roleplaying website where I played a female wrestler named Jillian Hall. Over my stay there, I made some friends (including my fiancé). The others, I never had any problem with, and I was always friendly, polite, and I roleplayed actively. I was there for roughly a year, and then out of nowhere (and I mean, out of nowhere) the administrators took my character away and gave it to someone else. I thought that it was because I was doing something wrong in my roleplay techniques, but it wasn't.

After that, I went for awhile to improve myself and my writing, but when I came back and applied as someone else, they wouldn't comment on my application, they completely ignored me. Later, one of my friends (who was a moderator) screenshotted a thread made about me in the moderator/admin board, which is hidden from everyone else. They proceeded to say how arrogant and mean that I was, even though I always was as polite as I could. I eventually got banned for no reason.

A second example, my fiancé, as I said, was a part of the same forum. He didn't talk much because he was shy, but he did make an effort and he was always friendly. They did the same thing to him because they let their statuses get to their heads. When you have a forum like these, a lot of the "in" members all band together, and if they find someone who is slightly different than them, they hate it.

Just keep your chin up, Ash. It's not because of you, or anything you did. They are just doing this because you're different from them. You should be proud! You should be proud that you're the bigger person in all of this and that you didn't do anything wrong. Anyone who would do that to another person without provocation, doesn't deserve to have your company. So just keep in mind that you're a better person and deserve better, and that you are surrounded by heaps of wonderful people here. Forget them, they don't know what they're missing.