Never Really Forgot // K E N D A L L \\
May 26, 2012 22:14:34 GMT -5
Post by Sher is back :) on May 26, 2012 22:14:34 GMT -5
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Compared to other points in my life, so far so good. I was in love which almost never happened in my life. It wasn't exactl y new to me, but this relationship felt different than my last. The last relationship I had ended horribly. Cade, Cade Lee Bloom. I really never got the name out of my head no matter how hard I tried to forgot. Our relationship ended over a silly argument. He really wanted to spend time doing other things a lot. Never enough time for me, but according to him, he spent every second of the day with me. What a lie. he always went out to the market place to hang out with his friends and stuff, no, not with me. After that argument, we were done. I wondered if he ever thought about me ever. I did occasionally, but I knew we would never get back together. I had found some one else, some one better. Some one who gave up their dream to spend more time with me. No that didn't sound like Cade. I had moved on.
I just sat at the beach thinking, drawing on the sand with a stick. I tried my best to draw out the horizon with the guard towers and sun and waves. sand was hard to draw in, never co operated with you. I sighed frustratingly and got up taking my shirt off, a bikini under neath. i ran to the water and jumped in. Water always distressed me, and help me keep in shape. I did a couple laps to the buoy and back before climbing up on the metal bouy marker and sitting there watching the clouds, one leg tucked into my body, the other swaying with the tide. My life was good at the moment, and I loved it!
soon I made my way back to shore. i paddled with my arms against the strong tide and kicked my feet in the cool surf. I made my way back slowly savoring the cool, refreshing water against my skin. As soon as i could touch sand with my feet, making sure not to step on sea life or sharp shells, I waded back to shore. Just as I walked out of the water, a recognizable face came into my view walking towards my location. Cade. i thought to myself with a mixture of anger, embarrassment, and loss. I slowly turned around and walked back into my water hoping he hadn't noticed me. I bit my lip and closed my eyes as if that could keep him from seeing me. I really hope he didn't though...