Let's Tessellate {Charade}
Sept 15, 2012 5:20:04 GMT -5
Post by kneedles on Sept 15, 2012 5:20:04 GMT -5
Bridey Arcangeli
Now that the reaping had come and passed as fleeting as thin wisps of smoke, Bridey watched her classmates divide themselves into two separate and often very clear camps; those who were devastated that they hadn’t gotten into the games, and those who were overflowing with relief but desperate not to show it. The latter often overdid it when it came to pretending to be disappointed, exclaiming loudly in the halls that they’d been so ready for the opportunity, that they felt like there was no way that they could have lost, while the former mostly became quite terrifying, channelling all that rage and disappointment into carving holes into something stuffed with a katana. Bridey Arcangelli however, did not fit into either of those distinctive groups and quite frankly, didn’t want to sit with either of them at lunch. Not that they would have her, anyway.
Lunchtime politics was another part of school that she found as baffling as career training, friendships as precariously formed as alliances in the Hunger Games, decided on much the same merits; how well they could handle a sword, through a knife or lift a weight. They were trained so well that they couldn’t get their heads out of the game and into normal life where a smile was just a smile and a day didn’t need to end with a list of the dead fired into the sky. Clutching at her bagged lunch- Bridey awkwardly stalked between lunch tables, wondering whether she should just jack it in and go eat her soggy sandwiches in the bathroom.
Thankfully, the stale smell of sweat in the corridor that would sometimes find its way into the lunch hall had begun to thin a little having reached its crescendo at the height of pre Hunger Games fever sometime in the last few weeks. It always seemed to affected Bridey more than anyone else; the lurking scent of all the adolescent perspiration and pheromones filtering through the air coolers, getting mixed up with something floral and light like patchouli that the school must have had pumped into the gyms to offset the stench but that Bridey, having lived all of her life around flowers, could always smell underneath. Though in some ways it was almost a comfort, letting Bridey feel that despite appearances everyone in the school had to feel it too; the overwhelming pressure, the unforgiving fear, and even if they don’t show it, it boiled up inside of them, pushed through on beads of sweat on the sickening air.
“Errrrr- eeee, errrr-eee,” she heard behind her, as she walked by a densely populated desk, the sound of a voice replicating squeaking hinges. Looking down at her feet, Bridey, didn’t have to turn around to know that someone would be moving mechanically to the delight of his or her friends. What comedians, really, forget being chopped up to bits in the arena- they should go on the stage, or…you know, both. Both sounded good.
Deep down Bridey had hoped that the name calling would stop when she got her back brace off and if anything it was worse now because she couldn’t hide behind it like a shell- literally because it was a thick metal exoskeleton that would break anyone’s fist if they tried to hit her or something as well as figuratively. They don’t like me because of the back brace. I’ve never had a boyfriend because of my scoliosis. One day, when I get it off I’m going to be the most popular girl in school.
She willed herself invisible, slinking to a table in the far corner of the hall to sit on her own. Over from her, she could hear the conversation that a group of people were having and pretended for a moment that she was part of it. They were unsure what to make off a Moreno pussing out- considering everyone knew that Moreno’s were bred for the games and to kill- but Bridey could understand why she’d done it entirely. Of course it was different being The Tin Man, no one would be surprised if she stood down because really, what the hell could she do anyway? One leg was longer than the other so she couldn’t run, the back brace had left her far too weak and slight. Maybe her father might have been shocked, but he’d always been incredibly delusional when it came to Bridey’s career status anyway.
Chicken sandwiches, falling apart in cellophane wrapping the seventeen year old rolled up her brown paper baggy and started chewing. She wasn’t bothered not really. They were all of them pretty much insane, chasing after dreams that would more than likely end with their deaths. Bridey liked living quite a lot thank you very much; liked reading romance novels to her mom while they worked their way through an entire box of donuts, liked picking out flowers that bloomed the brightest in all of her bouquets and planting them with the secret language of the flowers knowing she was probably the only one he knew what it meant. Why would she ever want to throw that away to be on television and then die? No one could even stick magnets to her when she wasn’t looking anymore. [/blockquote][/size][/justify][/color]