{{Seven Devils}} ~Geebs~
Jul 18, 2012 22:05:32 GMT -5
Post by Rosetta on Jul 18, 2012 22:05:32 GMT -5
[/b]Ariadne
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It was the darkest moon she’d ever seen. Completely clothed in darkness, the outline of the new moon could scarcely be seen in the black sky. Even the stars were subdued. It was a black night, one even the toughest man would shrug away from in favor of a brightly lit room and a warming fire. Everyone was in bed, sleeping away the darkness, dreaming of a bright new day. No one was out on the streets of District Four.
Except for a dirt-streaked sixteen year old named Ariadne.
Wandering about the streets of random Districts was something of an art to her. She’d been doing it since she could walk, sliding down alleys, tip-toeing over cobblestone and slipping under fences. And ever since she could walk, she’d been glancing around anxiously on those visits, fingers itching. Looking for something to grab.
Inching under the fence was easy. It always had been. Ariadne was tiny, thin, able to suck in her stomach, scoot a few inches on her back and be on her way. When she was young, her first expeditions into the Districts had been frightening experiences. Her heart would race and her shoulders and neck would tense up from her head constantly whipping from side to side, eyes wide. And when her snatching hand found something, there would be a terrible jolt in her stomach. Now, grabbing something and stuffing it up her shirt was a second nature.
Ariadne had stolen enough in her life to not feel a thing.
Stomach growling, Ariadne turned a corner and drew her hood tighter around her head. Her eyes were darting to and fro. For the first time in her life, Ariadne was looking to steal food.
She’d been fatigued, worn down by the price she was paying for her sins. Her limbs were sore and her eyes were nearly crusted shut. Her mouth had permanently formed a deep frown and her shoulders drooped. In the green forest, she lay in the grass and watching the birds fly overhead with no interest of trying to catch one to eat. Her stomach was hollow, but she hardly felt the pain anymore. In fact, she welcomed the pain with open arms and held it close to her slowly beating, cold heart. Since leaving Greg a week ago, Ariadne found that she could hardly keep down even berries. She was eating just enough to survive and she hated herself for it. She would find the most tasteless berries, the blandest plants, forcing herself to feel his pain. To understand.
Ariadne kept quiet, head bent low, not even gracing the sky with whistles to match the singing of the birds. She could feel the guilt leeching all the breath out of her lungs, so that wasn’t terrible. Yet, the torture she forced upon herself never sunk beneath her skin, lying just on it, stinging her until tears formed in her eyes and she found herself on her knees, begging.
“It should’ve been me! It should’ve been me!”
Grass would be pulled up from her clawing hands, hot tears would spill down her face, her stomach would contract, trying to force out the little in her belly. “I’m so sorry,” she’d plead it out, pleading as if she were back in that terrible, gray room, pleading as if it would change anything, “I’m so sorry!” There was no escaping it. She hated herself and she felt it pressing down into her bones and she slugged down those streets, hated herself for succumbing to hunger, succumbing to her inability to stomach what she’d been eating for years.
Ariadne heard the eternal ringing in her ears, one of her punishments she thought, far more than the footsteps behind her. She stepped sideways into a smaller, side street, but that was when the words overcame her torture.
“Ariadne.”
Ariadne’s blood turned to ice. She knew that voice.
“Where’s your little friend?”[/b]
She spun around, shivers spreading up and down her body despite the warm, summer air and gasped aloud. She knew that face and she knew that voice. She knew that terrible man. She could never forget him.
Cold, gray interrogation rooms. Sore, bound wrists and wide, watery eyes. Ragged pleading and blood. Blood everywhere. Warm, terrible blood. On her skin. In his mouth. His blood.[/i]
Ariadne stumbled back, hot bile rising in her throat, chest heaving. “Get away from me,” she cried, holding her hands up as if to deflect this terrible man and his terrible doings. She could never forget him, never.
His biting voice and his cruel, twisted face had been imprinted in her memory, dancing through her dreams. He lingered. He never left. And now, he was standing right in front of her.
No, she could never and would never forget this man. The man who’d forced her to do unspeakable acts. The man who’d rendered Ariadne a mutilator, a sinner, a vile human being. The man who’d forced her to tear Greg apart in more ways than one and was still tearing her apart. The man who’d turned her into this terrible thing.
A monster.
Both of them were now.[/color][/size][/blockquote]