Too Dark To See - [Heather vs Aria, Day 7]
Nov 11, 2012 6:28:33 GMT -5
Post by chelsey on Nov 11, 2012 6:28:33 GMT -5
Spare me your judgements and spare me your dreams.
Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams.
I sit alone in this winter clarity which clouds my mind.
Alone in the wind and the rain you left me.
It's getting dark darling, too dark to see.
Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams.
I sit alone in this winter clarity which clouds my mind.
Alone in the wind and the rain you left me.
It's getting dark darling, too dark to see.
[/i][/color] When the sulphuric cloud streams our way, her ancient voice crackles in the distance along with the image of her fleeing figure. "Run, Heather, run! Run away!" And run I did.[/i][/color] With the poison threatening to fill my lungs and cloud my already hazed senses, I tripped over the fatigue growing like a tumor in my brain while once again trying to cheat Death. Cheating, however, is a sin. And sinners go to hell.I leave Demeter that night.
In the wake of black dreams and black grounds and black truths, we take our separate ways.
When I curl against the cracked and glassy grounds by myself that night, the music of a faceless anthem blaring loudly in my recoiling ears, I have never felt more alone than before. There are eight of us left. (What will Auntie and Uncle say about me back home? What will Ava and Atimia tell the people with bright skin and tall hair and long nails? Will their words mold the truth of the fragile and insecure Heather Elliot? Or have I become lost in the spray of blood and battle and cold murder that even my family can no longer make out the person who I used to once be?) I miss home. I miss my family. I miss the smell of the bakery in the morning and having conversations with smiling customers. I miss the crackle of the fire on winter nights while Uncle sings a lullaby to Ava and Atimia. I miss running through piles of red, orange, and yellow leaves just to see the autumn confetti fly. I miss the dust that used to swim in the morning sun that glazed through the glass window by my bed. I miss climbing trees just to see how far I could fly -
Except I was never really flying, was I? I was crash landing towards an inevitable fate with my face turned up and towards the sky. I'm still crash landing, today, though.
And I'm about to finally hit the ground.
I realize this the moment my eyes lock with Aria Wolfe's gray, cold, and fierce ones. She looks as weak, alone, and lost as I do - yet the second our dark fates intertwine upon the blood stained battlefield of this Arena, I come to realize Aria Wolfe will be my murderer. I will fall to the hand of the alpha of the wolf pack herself.
"Are you lost, too?"
My voice is cold and quivers when I ask the question I already know the answer to. We are all lost in this damned and forsaken world. We are all lost but still pretending we know which way to go.
I fish through my mind for her remaining allies. (Did they die, already, too? And was she the one to kill them?) My first instinct is to run - run as fast as I can, run as I ran away from Learna, run as I ran away from Demeter, run as I ran away from home - (and Demeter's sickening voice chants in my ear as I stumble a step or two back from the wolf) - "Run, Heather, run! Run away!"
But running would mean to cheat Death, once more. And will I be able to cheat Death, again, today?
No. Not today.
[[ooc - honestly you guys do you even realize how long I've been waiting to use that "Not today" thing ok i've been waiting forever]][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify]
[attacks Aria, throwing knife]
[dice=200+9000]
[Shallow Cut on Calf -- 3.5 damage]
[/color][dice=200+9000]
[Shallow Cut on Calf -- 3.5 damage]
And I'm on my knees, and your faith in shreds, it seems.
Corrupted by the simple sniff of riches blown.
I know you have felt much more love than you've shown.
And I'm on my knees and the water creeps to my chest.
[/size][/i][rand=946051897713914564215385983698070897406013682484645419294224120677]Corrupted by the simple sniff of riches blown.
I know you have felt much more love than you've shown.
And I'm on my knees and the water creeps to my chest.