All I { need } is another rush // [ Raseri ]
Jul 19, 2012 0:50:48 GMT -5
Post by School is the bane of my life on Jul 19, 2012 0:50:48 GMT -5
All I need is a rush, all I need is some fun.
Everyday I do the same at some time during the day. Sit down in a chair I find anywhere and light up a small cigar. One I can gently twirl in my hand. And take a slight puff from, letting the air circle out of my mouth. The same old thing each day, but that is not to say all my days are so boring. A little action here and there, you know. The odd picking an apple as the store owners not looking or working. But you know, not so much.
Right now I just crave more action in these summers. I want to have fun and not “play” but enjoy my time I have left until I have to become a adult and work. Work, work, work. Sigh. For now I just want to think about how to have more fun. Smoking the small cigarettes and getting looks from the passer bys. Hiding it when the peacekeepers come along. A little action? Yes. But just like I said, it does not give a rush like I want.
Smoking a tiny cigarette by yourself, ain’t much fun.
For eighteen years, the look of me has going me this far for fun. The combed back hair, a short cigarette hanging from my mouth. So little action, the only thing keeping me going through these times was this cigarette. Not just this one, the many more that are littered around the District. Hopefully today will be the day some rush shows up. A new girl? A careless one night stand would be fine.
I hear a footstep in front of me and I open the gap inbetween my boots preached on top of the table. In between I see a boy heading right towards me, what could he want. Slowly, I bend upwards with a hint of a smirk on my face. I take a quick puff of my cigarette, “What do you want? Or hello? Whatever you want,” I mumble the rest to myself as I pop the cigarette back into my mouth.
So please, just help me get another rush.