LAVINIA AUKSAS ☀ CAPITOL

♔ lavinia corynn auksas ♔

it's six o'clock and i'm wide awake and dreaming
i'm thinking back to a time before our separate lives
a time where i could make you mine

The Capitol might say she's a natural beauty, though anyone from the districts would certainly snort in derision at the remark. Unlike many parents of Capitolite teens they have been determined to only make "minor" improvements on their youngest child, and whether Lavinia liked it or not she has yet to make up her mind. At the age of twelve her mousy brown hair was coaxed into a lustrous copper mane, her skin wiped clean of freckles, pimples and other ghastly imperfections, and given her own large array of creams and powders for her own vanity. And though sometimes she takes herself and her appearance for granted, she appreciates the butterfly that the beauticians made her, instead of being that a plain scrawny insect before. Nature, as well as a little "artificial assistance", has inflated her previously disappointing curves, easily filling out any piece of clothing. Her eyes, one of the few things her parents decided didn't need any enhancements, are almost like a deer's; wide-set and brown, as if they're already claiming, I didn't do it. I didn't mean to. You can't blame me for it. Since adolescence her looks have been an accessory to get away with childish crime, if only from her parents. Vulnerable, feminine and delicate in appearance, she's what every shallow parent dreams of in their daughter, give or take a few cosmetic operations.

Nowadays, the changes in her behaviour have made subtle differences to the copper rose she was is. Her chest has swelled to an almost abnormal size, especially for a fifteen year old. Only a month ago, the foods she found disgusting now hard to resist, even though most of it came back up anyway. Her wardrobe has become the enemy; loose enough to hide her sizeable breasts yet innovative and sophisticated enough to avoid suspicion.

WIP

i made a promise i was never gonna hurt you
i wrote a letter and divided all the words in two
half of me and half of you

WIP WIP WIP <3

don't give up, don't give up
don't give up on our love story
always dark before the morning