We'll Light Up the World /open/
Jul 29, 2012 23:49:00 GMT -5
Post by Sampson on Jul 29, 2012 23:49:00 GMT -5
.... Would you be the savior of the broken
.... The beaten and the damned?
.... Will you defeat them
.... Your demons and all the non-believers
.... The beaten and the damned?
.... Will you defeat them
.... Your demons and all the non-believers
      It was humiliating. The way people treated her nowadays, as if she were made of already cracking glass. What business did they have to take time away from pitying themselves to look down upon Sampson? None. This created a cloud of irritation to hang over the teen for the majority of her days, fire igniting in her eyes if she caught anyone looking upon her with remorse. In the times when Sampson did not need their empathy, did not need their hearts to reach out, her District insisted on doing so. The small gifts they offered, concealing them in daily tidbits that would have been missed by someone who didn't analyze everything all the time, did not go unnoticed. A larger tip on a purchased sculpture, one that Sampson would unsuccessfully attempt to decline graciously. More orders in general, coming from those who had been known to not particularly appreciate the craftsmanship of the young teen; they suddenly favored her work over others. District 7 was attempting to heal in the only way it knew how, by expressing their congruent sorrows. They would help the one that could be, for Hailey was beyond such reach.
      Walking towards the school in the morning was worse than her District's "generosity". Sun licking the sky with dashes of dull orange and faded red, Sampson found little solace in the once welcomed sunrise. It was lying to her, as it would every morning until her own death. Once, the rebirth of the day had meant Hailey. She would intertwine her fingers in her sister's and walk with her and Sampson could never be happier. Just to have the young child by her side, the morning would be made. Remainder of her day seemingly hollow in comparison with the early morning, Sampson would drift through the hours until she could finally meet up with Hailey again. She would be all too eager to hear the youngster glorify or criticize the day she had at school. Too quickly for the older girl's liking, the path would diverge, splitting towards the mill in one direction and the Farron's house in the other. Until Hailey began working as well, this would mean the end of their time spent together. Sampson would arrive home late at night, normally to a sound asleep sister. The next morning would hold the same wonder that Sampson adored as she walked the young girl to school again. Now, as the older teen walked along, the morning held a chill that Sampson couldn't understand.
      School had never been a favorite, but as the teenager walked on to the building, she felt even more dread than usual. The trees seemed to end faster, their reign on the land flattening to open up into the district's center. Towering trunks gave way to petite buildings that appeared to be caving in on themselves, revealing the desolate shopping strip and the school that lay buried behind all the tiny shops. As Sampson's worn leather boots dragged slightly in the dirt path, she couldn't move her gaze from the ground. The guilt suddenly seemed to make her eyes heavy, incredibly so. Ponderous feeling seeping down into the boots that coated her feet, Sampson ceased to move towards the ominous building. Where did she earn the right to continue going to school while Hailey didn't? Let's face it, the teen had only stayed enrolled actively because of that little sister. There hardly seemed to be a use for it now with her one solid reason buried 6 feet under in a hollow wooden coffin that Sampson had crafted herself.
      One day is all you need, the girl began to debate with her morals, Just take it.
      Turning on her heels without another thought, Sampson headed back down the path that had delivered her from her house. She would not be attending school today; a single day couldn't bring that much harm. As the tall girl vanished into the embrace of the forest, allowing the shadows to absorb her figure into darkness, the morning seemed slightly less chilly. The girl walked on, moving towards a peculiar tree that had always been special in Sampson's mind. She stopped to peer at the canopy above her. This tree was older than the others, more rooted and harbored vast amounts of branching limbs. It made for excellent climbing and never seemed too disrupted by the frequent visits Sampson payed. Reaching up with long arms, the girl made her ascent into the branches at the top.
      The sun was just finishing its awakening as Sampson settled down to sit in the crook of two branches. She didn't spend much time looking at the rousing sky, simply slipping a cold hand into the pouch of her tight, denim pants. Inside, a small pocket knife rested with little purpose. It normally lay dormant on Sampson, always on hand in case its sharp blade was ever needed. As it made an appearance, metallic edge sliding out to meet the open air, the teen snapped a small, thick nub off a higher branch. This piece would work great as a possible sculpture, the wood already carrying indents that would make the carpenter's job a little easier. Sampson dragged the blade through the wood once, then twice, then a third time. The silence of the morning went undisturbed; wood shavings falling noiselessly to the leaf covered floor beneath the tree.[/size][/color][/blockquote][/justify]