the sun is always shining~ [Rade]
Sept 18, 2012 21:42:17 GMT -5
Post by sbeeg on Sept 18, 2012 21:42:17 GMT -5
Bianca of House Tarbuck
Despite having her shoulders back and her chin up, the girl's face flushed with embarrassment as she walked through the throng of teenagers lounging in the training center. They were heckling her, laughing, pointing and joking. Giant. Freak. It was nothing out of the ordinary. Bianca was used to the treatment, she had been receiving it all her life. She was well aware that her appearance was neither comely or normal, but evidently people felt it was their duty to point out all these flaws to her.
Bianca, how many times have you broken your nose? Bianca- how gross is she. If you yell at Bianca too much she'll turn green and stomp all over your house.
Oh if only she could. Despite being large, she was not big enough to demand respect from everyone. She found life a hard pill to swallow. Here she was, perfect for fighting- sturdy, strong and good with a sword yet everyone teased her as if she hadn't accomplished all these feats. A man of the same stature with less abilities would have been praised for his skills. Not matter how many people she pins in a wrestling match or how many dummies she slices in half, Bianca Tarbuck just can't seem to win.
As she made her way through the group of people, most coming up to only her shoulders, they sneered at her like they did everyday. If I were a man they would not be so quick to insult. Despite the turmoil storming inside of her, Bianca made it through to the other side without laying a finger on any one of them. She had thought about it- just taking two heads and bashing them together. Taking a practice sword and running through a kid or two. It wasn't worth it though. There was no honor in such attacks. Bianca was chained by two different sets of rules- the chivalry of a fighter and the courtesies of a lady. Managing to hold on to both of them was easy, trying to convince people she was one or the other- that was a different story. Such a large woman could never been seen as a lady, but a a girl couldn't be taken seriously as a fighter.
A never ending loop that made the girl dizzy and frustrated as she repeated the round over and over again. The only release from such matters was training. Crossing the gym, the girl took up a sword and starting hacking at the dummy set up in the corner. It was a heavy sword, one that required both hands on the hilt in order to wield it. The girl did it with ease, slashing off the right arm of the mannequin with a single swipe down. Her breathing was quick and shallow, sweat forming on her brow and her arms starting to hurt from swinging the great sword.
"Go ahead, laugh." she said to the blank faced dummy, running a hand through her straw colored hair to remove it from her eyes. "Everyone else does." Her foot shot out, kicking the dismembered arm of her victim to the side, sliding across the gym floor. Despite her encouragement, the dummy remained silent. Leaning on the hilt of her sword, Bianca let her lungs catch up with the her activities, sucking in air as fast as she could get it. If only real people fell quiet as easily as plastic ones. If they did what kind of person would Bianca be today without the insults that molded her from childhood?
Hanging her head, the girl wondered how long she could pull this off. This facade of a warrior who didn't care what names were thrown at them, because she did care. Every word was knife in her chest reopening hold wounds and creating new ones. One day. she thought, blue eyes to the floor examining the scratches weapons had carved into the surface over the years. One day they will realize they have made a big mistake.