Holding Out for a Hero // [Jeyne/Rajas] {Blitz]

JEYNE SCHELL

Ever since the games had started, or rather Bran's death, the Wolfe family had been out of sorts. Jeyne had been struggling to find anytime to spend with Rajas, and it made her worry. What was Rajas going to do? Was he going to strike out, leaving Jeyne on her own to go and take on the Capitol? She had no idea, and the thought scared her. What would she do if Rajas left?

Nothing. Nothing at all. She'd go back to being that girl in a shell with nobody in the world to talk to. All the progress she made with Rajas would go away, there'd be nothing left at all for her if Rajas left. She sat on the couch looking at him, not intrusively, but just looking. Jeyne was sure her gaze wasn't returned, she could see the shadows of fire dancing on Rajas. He took a deep breath and spoke, "I know I've been ignoring you lately. And I'm sorry."

At this, Jeyne could hardly stop from tearing up. She hadn't thought about her man ignoring her, she just thought that he'd been doing his job. "Don't be," Jeyne said, looking at Rajas' eyes, "You've just been doing you're job as the man of the family, hopefully like you'll do as the father of our children."

JEYNE SCHELL

Jeyne cold tell that something was wrong when she brought up children. Not the time, why say that? Two of Rajas' younger siblings had just died in the last few weeks and she was willing to bring up having children? That was too far on a normal day, but the thoughts of how short life can be forced Jeyne to think again. Of course she would want to marry Rajas of all people. He's the only one who made Jeyne comfortable.

Aftter Rajas spoke, Jeyne got up and moved over to Rajas. Before she sat down, she held Rajas' face with her hands and kissed him on the top of the head before coming down face to face with him, "Don't worry. I know what type of person you are; you're loving, caring, intelligent, and the best person I know. I love you and I would and will never doubt that you'll be an amazing father." And she sat down next to her boyfriend, snuggling up to him, her head on his shoulder.

JEYNE SCHELL

Something about Rajas made Jeyne feel better inside. She was able to be more outgoing, more comfortable. Especially when the two were touching, she especially loved times when they were snuggling. It wasn't as fun as other times that the two spent together, but there was something calming about snuggling with Rajas. He figure and her's just fit together in a sense, and she really loved him. Spending time away from Rajas was taking out her rock from underneath her.

She couldn't let her rock get down on himself, she knew that if he did, she'd get down on herself, "You didn't fail. You did every single thing you could. Jon loves you, Sarita loves you, you're mom loves you. You're the best brother, and boyfriend anyone could wish to have. Wanting to do better is only natural, much like I want your mother to like me even the slightest bit." As Jeyne spoke, she turned her head to the left to look up at Rajas, her eyes looking up at his scruff. He needed to shave - kissing him wouldn't be that enjoyable - but Jeyne would never bring that up, not now and probably never again.