axsoa saerio , district eleven . [fin]

"Experience is what you get when you don't get what you want."
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oh, i know that i am here,
and you are there,
but we still have our love -
we move just like, the moon and sun.

The teenage-boy is covered with dirt, everywhere. He casually just sits in dirt and mud, draws on himself with it, or just looks at it. Out of all of his body parts, it's most likely going to be on his face, or his hands. Like a native, he has marks all over his face which nobody can make sense of. And those spots say there, he's too lazy to was them off.

He actually has a pretty handsome face, besides the spots covered with dirt. His hair is very thin, and feels like it would fall out at every second, but it manages to stay in place. Axsoa's chestnut colored hair is very shiny and times, thanks to the greasiness. His eyes are a mixture of three colors; green, brown, and a bit of yellow. Different times of day, what he's wearing, and the lighting all affect the color of his eyes. His eyes are very wide, but thin at the same time. The eyelashes of his are very long, thin, and look feminine. His eyebrows, on the other-hand, are very bushy and masculine. His nose is very petite and it easily turns red in the cold weather.

His cheek-bones are very sullen, yet prominent, and seem to affect his whole look - he looks starving. His jaw-line is very small, and his teeth are an almost-white color, since he brushes them as much as possible. The neck connecting his head and body is long, thin, and very vainly. Axsoa's shoulders are sloping, and there is almost no chance they will ever be broad.

Stringbean is one of his best known nicknames, fore he looks like one. All lankly, loose, and gangly. Anyone can easily count his ribs, and stomach is very small. He's an average height for a boy, 5'11", and weighs 137 pounds. He lacks muscle on his arms, but he has some of the strongest leg muscles around, and he needs it to climb the trees to collect the crops.

A ghost. White skin, that's all there is to protect his organs and bones from the air, sun, anything. All those important things inside of Axsoa rely on his soft, pale skin. All the years spent out in the sun did nothing to color his skin, perhaps during mid-summer, it would get burnt, but nothing more than a light apricot. But, on the bright-side, his skin is like a baby's bottom, and is very smooth and soft in some areas, besides the bottom of his feet, and all the other places on his body that are mark.

the sun comes up,
the moon rolls down,
a wold apart,
but they don't make a sound.
they know their love, spins us 'round.

Axsoa could have been born in the forest, 'cause that's where he spends most of his days. Nobody knows what it is with him, he doesn't even know why he enjoys nature, but he does. He likes the smell and the feel and how it looks and the sounds of the birds chirping and the leaves falling and the rain hitting the ground. All of this to him is the best thing in the world. Axsoa loves it out there.

Axsoa is totally an environmentalist. For one he's a vegetarian for most of the time, unless his parents have no other food than meat. Also, when he sees litter on the ground he picks it up and throws it in the trash. Little things like that will one day make a big difference.

If you bump into Axsoa on the streets on District Eleven, he'd be friendly, maybe even talk a little too much in his little innocent voice. Often, people are on his good side, since there isn't a reason not to be. He makes friends easily, and his best friend is *PIKA, but he's in love with her, so hopelessly in love. Around people he likes, he's very energetic and he beams with excitement. If you're not his close friend, he might be calm, cool, and not as talkative.

Axsoa's inspiration comes from two things: world peace, and love. He just doesn't realize while the capitol is treated so nicely (along with districts one, two, three, and four.), and why the 'Lower Districts' are treated so harshly. But, Axsoa thinks that people in the 'Lower Districts' are nicer, kinder, politer. But, love is stronger than anything. Love is everything. Love means everything. Nothing is stronger than Love, Axsoa knows it. He just feels everyone should love each-other, it doesn't take much energy, and it's better than fighting.

Axso preference's are a little odd, but nothing like eating bugs or drinking blood. Just things like how he doesn't eat meat, or how he likes school - it's so relaxing there. Also, he enjoys writing and reading, drawing and painting. He likes using his hands to create master-pieces, whether it's visual art, or musical art.

The one major fear the quirky boy has is this: speaking in public, or being watched by a lot of people. Axso hates being under pressure, he feels that everything depends on him, so if he messes up, he'll be humiliated. So, maybe his fear isn't being put on pressure as it is messing up. Obviously, The Hunger Games are another one of his biggest fears, being trapped in an area, with nowhere to go, knowing that he'll have to kill at least one person to win. He doesn't want to kill anyone. Nothing is worth killing someone.

Oh yeah, and he likes both genders. Why? Because no one should be judged by their appearance on the outside.

i've been to heaven, i've been to hell.
i've been to vegas and god knows where.
but nothing feels like home, like you babe.
i love you more than you will ever-

His life didn't start until he was four - that's the first year he could remember, but nothing important happened anyways. He learned to walk, he learned to talk. At ages three and down, nothing interesting happened to him. At four, though, he had a baby sister. She was so adorable to him, she had the nicest blue eyes, and the lightest blond hair, like her mom. Toddlers only see the best in everybody, they only see people's strong points. To Axsoa, his sister Forla was a hero.

He didn't know she had Down Syndrome.

When he was six, and in one of his first years of education, he met a girl that would change his life, but he didn't know it. Her name was *PIKA, and she was the nicest girl in class, but no one wanted to talk to her. Axsoa did, and they became close friends. They had 'play-dates', they would play 'hide-and-seek' in the woods, and they would pretend to me wizards and witches. The fun they had is unforgettable.

While they started growing up, they had developed a stronger bond, like brotherly-sisterly love, where they could just lay together at night in the forest, and just talk about their life, or not talk at all. It all came naturally to him. Also, when he got older, he realized his sister isn't normal. But that didn't change his perspective, it made him happier, actually.

She had become his muse for singing, for music. Forla had told him something even though he didn't notice it, it can be okay to judge a book by its cover, because if a person looks loving, that's most likely what they are. And all Forla did was show Axsoa love.

On Axsoa's thirteenth birthday, the worst thing happened, his dad had left his mom. He vanished, not even a note was left, not one object, and his clothes still lay in his drawers today.

Not one of his friends know where he is.

People suspect he ran-away because of Forla, no one wants to be seen with an embarrassing child, and from that moment, Axsoa despised his dad - someone he always looked up to. He looked up to him for advice, for a role-model. When Axsoa was seven, his dad taught him how to ride a bike. When Axsoa was ten, his dad had bought him a guitar. When Axsoa was twelve, his dad had covered his shifts out in the fields when he was sick for a week.

That meant nothing to Axsoa anymore.

That night, he let it all out, to *PIKA. He cried and cried, but her should was right there, and it was welcoming. That's when Axsoa fell in love with his best friend. But it's a secret. No one knows except for Ax, and Forla - she knows all his secrets - he trusts her.

In school, Axsoa feels all eyes on him, whispers, he feels their words haunting him. He doesn't care though, he knows Jeanie's mom over there had an affair with her husband. Ax knows that Myles' dad was abusing his kids. But he didn't say anything. It wasn't worth all the drama and confusion. Nothing was worth humiliating someone.

And so here he is today, living with his loving mother, Bertha, and missing... Dad, Jakson. Forla, his sister, and someone he loves so much. And *PIKA, the love of his life, his best friend.

i've been to heaven, i've been to hell.
i've been to vegas and god knows where.
but nothing feels like home, like you babe.
i love you more than you will ever know.

Also, Axsoa has a cat that likes nature just as much as him. His cat's name is Whiskers (how cliche,), and the cat is very nice to Axsoa. Whiskers isn't a cat that likes to hide from its owner, it usually follows Axsoa around. Axsoa first found the cat when it came to his doorstep looking for food. Ever since then, they have rarely spent a second without eachother. Most of the time, Whiskers sleeps on the bottom of Axsoa's bed. The only bad things about the orange cat with green eyes are that he eats a lot, and that *PIKA is allergic to cats.
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than you will ever
know-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh.
i love you more than you
will ever know.

just some extras -
* pika is gonna make that character(:
face claim - christofer drew ingle
lyrics credit: never shout never - "i love you more than you will ever know".
&& thanks for readin' my bio :3

odair