Allie FINISHED {D10}

When you look at yourself you don't see much, you see a plain girl. You don't find any interest in the dull black or brown hair that sitson your head, even when you died it, it still looked dull and lame to you. You don't want to touch it and the thought of combing your fingers through it to tie it up repulses you. So you leave it hanging messily at your sides. It frames your round face, and although it is filthy and dirty from a lack of care it still gives you a young look. Although your hair suffers from a lack of attention your eyes shine and your face is smooth and clean as a babies bottom. You have greedy light brown eyes, eyes that can harden with a blink of an eye or melt with warmth from tender words. Your little round nose fits your face, although people call it small and bolbouse, but to you it is just right.

Prehaps the only other thing you hate about yourself is your ears. You feel so self-conscious when they are showing, just because your left ear sits a touch higher then your right. The hair covers it, so don't worry no one will see. The clothes you like to wear are not in fashion at all, you don't like wearing the trends or being like everyone else, you wear what you want and what you feel comfortable in. No matter what you wear you try to look your best, even if the clothes are dirty and old. You try so hard and sometimes you look amazing, but at other times you are shunned by your older sister. Afterall you are always stuck with her old clothes. So you guess in a way you don't really have a choice with fashion your sister makes the choices and she gives you no say.

You aren't that old so you have barely lived through the harshness of life. You have only just faced your first reaping.You were so scared for youself, but then you weren't you began to think and realised your family was in more danger then you and instead of fretting over your life you began to look nervously at your sisters. And everytime you looked you thought it might be your last. Every year you will feel like that until they rae safe, but after they are gone you will worry for your little brother Max until your whole family is safe. You don't know what you would do without them. Would life even exist? You don't know and you hope you never have to find out.

You don't hang around your friends a lot you prefer to go off by yourself during the day and relax. You like to sit in the shade of a tree in your district because you would never ever dear break the rules. You already fear for your life enough as it is. You usually spend your day drawing or singing to yourself, it helps you feel calm and peaceful. It makes you forget all your worries. Your sisters don't spend as much time as they use to with you. You feel a little neglected, but that is what happens in District ten, survival over runs family. Sometimes it does bother you, but then you just let it go when you are sucked into another song or a beautiful picture to draw. You love nature and you love your district. And no matter hoe much of a good person youare you really hate the Capitol. Afterall they continuosly threaten the lives of the people you love the most.

You used to have a boyfriend and you used to have a large interest in guys, but then it all stopped. It all ended when he dumped you for the pretty girl. She was snobby and heartless, but she had the looks you didn't. You never forgave him and you have never given another guy a chance. Youdon't want another broken heart, even though you are only twelve. You thought it was true love. Your sisters usually leave you home alone as they wonder off on adventures or work, but you hate being indoors and you wonder around the streets till you find things that amuse you or even a tree to relax so you can sing and draw. Your favourite food is apples, no matter how little a chance you get to have them you love them, they just have that sweet taste you love. Apples remind you of you.