Fia Halonton D12

My name is Fia,Fia Halonton really,but everyone just calls me Fia.My eyes are the color of stones... the seam eyes.my hair is long and blond but has gotten darker since my birth because of not seeing the sun much now.I am 5 foot 12 im not vary tall or short so to say.Im beautiful but of coarse no one has told me it.My long blond hair one of the most stunning shades of blond in the hole of the seam.

My eyes they are gray seam gray but have a different.They have light blue flecks around the iris. My mother had the same eyes as me. For I have gotten most of my looks from her then my father.In other words,the looks are on my side.My mother,like me had the same blond hair.. she was beautiful at my age, long hair she had blue eyes coming from 12s 'well to do' part of the district.. I got my fathers seam eyes the gray,the blue flecks from my mother.I can say there are both a part of me.

You may thing a girl like me would be the happy go lucky sort,well im not im cold and ruthless and i can kill if i need to.Most people never talk to me i don't care,i prefer to stay as far away from the outside would as i can.I have never loved any one or no one has ever loved me.I can cross my fingers all i like i doubt there is any one out there for me.I can see the brighter side of life, some times on my better days i catch a glimpse of the life I would,should,have had.

I may be cold but i have a lighter side to me.So to say, i can be shy when around people i am unsure of.I can be sweet and charming, I plan to never had children because they will just get reaped and taken away from me to a world evil and lonely.But if some how the capitol would fall i would be free from the evil grip of there iron gloves closed so tightly around the districts.I would gladly find the love of my life and start a family.I know... my life sounds depressing.. but that's life in 12.

I could call it solitude but that sounds to sweet, I might as well call it isolation.I have shut my self out of the world only to leave my house on reaping days.I hate almost every one because i have no one left.Every one I love has been killed or ripped away by the capitol.I am forever alone.Like my father,I have him but he is all ways in the mines working,or helping his friends to do something i stay out of his way,so im not sure what he is doing with his friends.do i care..no.

At the age of 12 my mother and sister had been home when I was out with my father.He had been looking for work, suddenly are house in the seam had exploded into flames.My father had I had rushed home,it was to late my mother and sister had been killed.The peacekeepers say it was a oil spill,i don't quit believe them but theres nothing i could,or can do.So I live my life in sadness with out the lights of my sister and mother.I have no one.

later at age 14 my best friend Soran was sent to the games.I watched her die.It was horrible to see a person you cared for so much die on live TV.I lost another person I cared so much about.It is evil of the capitol to send a girl or her age in to a game for nothing but the leaser of there people. I hoped I would never have to see some on else I loved die on the TV,all tho there is no one left I love.I hoped i would never be seen killed on TV.

And at the age of 15 i had seen a peacekeeper kill a man for stealing a slice of bread.I new this was agents the rules,but it felt a tad to harsh for me.I had nightmares that night.I dreamed of a world where everyone was hungry and a group of selected people where fattened up,trained then sent and killed each other.Then i remembered that was real.I hated the capitol and its people there strange altered body's,there well being...and letting kids die on TV.