Walking from the Disaster (open)
Oct 6, 2010 19:13:29 GMT -5
Post by ~Kayla~ on Oct 6, 2010 19:13:29 GMT -5
Clive Marshalls
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I'm swimming in the smoke
Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve
[/center]Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve
"That had gone well."
Really, in retrospect, I should have seen that one coming. There had been a reason Jordana had been so... different when I'd talked to her. She was nervous, quiet, seemingly wanting me gone. She'd kept shifting her weight and she hadn't even invited me inside. That was most definitely something polite little Jordana had never neglected to do before.
And now I knew why.
My lovely step-mother had been there. Oh, I hate that bitch with a burning passion. If I could just get my hands around her skinny little neck I'd squeeze till I couldn't squeeze anymore. She'd be gone and I'd be happy. But, unfortunately, that's not how this god-forsaken world works. No, instead she gets to scream at me and I can't do shit about it because PeaceKeepers just happened to be walking by at that exact moment. Something makes me think that wasn't a coincidence.
And Isabelle had indeed yelled at me till her throat couldn't yell anymore. First it had started off in the usual way: "What are you doing here, get the fuck away from my house!" Then it had turned personal. She'd actually had the nerve to bring the memory of my father into this. That was when I had nearly lost it and I started screaming right back at her. She is the only person who could possibly make me say so much out loud. I think I called her a million and one unmentionable names. She deserved every single one of them. But the worst part about the little fight: she'd actually forbidden me from ever seeing my half sister again.
And that's when I really did lose it.
I held my breath as clouds began to form
But you were lost in the beating of the storm
But in the end we were made to be apart
In separate chambers of the human heart
But you were lost in the beating of the storm
But in the end we were made to be apart
In separate chambers of the human heart
And now... I was wandering the streets, looking for a way to burn off some serious steam. I felt like hitting something, like smashing someone's head into a wall. I really wanted one particular head but at the moment anyone's would do.[/blockquote]
Of course, I couldn't go around assaulting people. I already did enough that wasn't 'legal.' So I settled for the next best thing; getting so high I couldn't stand up. It's not like it was that hard. If you know where to look any town is crawling with illegal trades. Whether it's drugs, medicine, prohibited items... Hell! I've even seen mutts for sale in back lots. It didn't take me 10 minutes to find what I was looking for.
Two puffs of the miracle plant and all my anger seemed to be forgotten. Isabelle was just a bitchy bug waiting to be squashed. I would still see Jordana, she and I both knew that. Her words didn't have any power over me, not anymore. In my happy daze I walked down the street, not watching at all where I was going. Why should I? If people didn't want to get run over then they could get the hell out of my way.
It's in the black and bones
Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve
[/i][/center]Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve
Burning in the Skies by Linkin Park
(ooc- I'm sorry that isn't my best. He's new and still developing though so don't judge me!! )[/size]