I messed up... (open)
Aug 1, 2010 15:36:26 GMT -5
Post by indigo on Aug 1, 2010 15:36:26 GMT -5
-Shay
I knew where I was going when I left my house, I knew that I needed somewhere to think somewhere where I could think about what to do. I was going to sit in a tree, I found the perfect one a large but healthy tree. I climbed it quickly, and found a suitable branch. I closed my eyes and tried to relax.
My sister and I got in a fight, a nasty one in fact. She seemed to think that I don't do enough for the two of us to survive. We got into a horrible argument in which she ended up leaving. I couldn't believe I was such and idiot, my sister was the only person I had left and she'll probably never forgive me.
That's when I noticed I was crying, I couldn't believe it I never cried ever. I always tried to stay strong for Millie but know when I was alone things were different. I sat in the tree and cried thinking about how much I messed up.
I knew where I was going when I left my house, I knew that I needed somewhere to think somewhere where I could think about what to do. I was going to sit in a tree, I found the perfect one a large but healthy tree. I climbed it quickly, and found a suitable branch. I closed my eyes and tried to relax.
My sister and I got in a fight, a nasty one in fact. She seemed to think that I don't do enough for the two of us to survive. We got into a horrible argument in which she ended up leaving. I couldn't believe I was such and idiot, my sister was the only person I had left and she'll probably never forgive me.
That's when I noticed I was crying, I couldn't believe it I never cried ever. I always tried to stay strong for Millie but know when I was alone things were different. I sat in the tree and cried thinking about how much I messed up.
