Fishing [free to enter, Open]
Jun 13, 2010 7:53:18 GMT -5
Post by kayleigh on Jun 13, 2010 7:53:18 GMT -5
FISHING.
I’m not ugly. But I’m not beautiful either. I look at my awful hair in the mirror, my dry skin and my nose. I didn’t like myself, but at this point I don’t really care. Nothing really care, all that matters is the fact that my mom is still leaving. Leaving, and god know’s where she is.
For one moment I realized she doesn’t love me. Cause, if she do, why she has leave me, Aaron, my father and… oh, sweet little Ciria?
I swallow. Maybe she has a whole new family, in another district. A new man, new house, new job… Maybe… Maybe she’s pregnant.
If that’s true, I never wane see her again. But deep inside my heart I know that isn’t true. I always want to see her, I always stay love her, even if she hates me, and has a new daughter who gets al her attention.
‘Oh Gosh!’ I snap to the mirror. I don’t want to think about all this stupid, difficult and heart-breaking stuff.
I put my hair in some kind off ponytail and walk out the bathroom.
‘I’ll go fishing,’ I said to my father. He don’t even pay any attention to me. When the head of Aaron came in to my face I know enough. Aaron need some food and he can’t eat it alone. Need some help.
‘There isn’t any food left for the dinner,’ I noticed, but again I didn’t get a answer.
‘Fuck you,’ I whisper before I take a trident and a fishnet.
The water is delicious when I walk into the water. I go to ‘’Lillian’’, my simple but lovely boat, calling to my mother. After I lay the trident and the fishnet into the boat I jumped in the boat.
‘Let go for a ride,’ I laughed in myself, and put me off against the side. Then I’m sailing.