Unwanted (open)
Jun 13, 2010 14:44:51 GMT -5
Post by Jasik on Jun 13, 2010 14:44:51 GMT -5
Drynis Halvin
I stare intently at the screens, mesmerized. Scenes of the Hunger Games flash across them, depicting children being slaughtered. The cameras show the group of Careers fighting off some weird lizard mutts. I would look away, but I can't. It's holding me in place, dripping with warm rainwater. Lighting flashes through the sky, followed by the deep rumble of thunder. I wonder how the screens don't get ruined by these storms. Probably some high-tech Capitol junk.
My horse, Raine, stands proudly beside me, undisturbed the by rainwater. Most people have decided to watch the Games in the warm, dry shelter of their homes, but I can't. I have to watch the Games. It's required by law. And since I can't watch them back at home, I'll have to watch them here. I think back to what happened at home.
My father telling me to leave when I walked into the room. Me refusing because not watching is punishable by death. Him yelling for me to get the hell out. Me saying no again. Him standing up and shouting at me that I wasn't welcome. Me telling him that that's too bad.
My father hitting me.
That was when I realized that I had to get away. I had fled the house with him throwing something at me -- I'm not sure what, but it shattered behind me -- and ran directly for the stable. I had hastily saddled my black horse up and mounted him, riding through the storm to the District Square. I had to watch the Hunger Games, didn't I? And since I don't have many -- well, any -- friends, I had no choice but to watch it in the middle of a storm.
I wonder why my father did what he did. I know I'm unwanted. He and my mother have reminded me of the fact countless times. But he's never hit me. Yelled and thrown things, yes. But actually hit me... that's a first. My hand finds the angry purple bruise on my cheek. I wonder if that'll be a new form of punishment for existing. Probably. I'm not going back, though, I think to myself. I'm clearly not wanted.
I keep my eyes on the screens. What if I was one of the tributes? What if I could escape everything here and just go die? That might be nice. But what about Raine and the mountains, filled with wild animals that trust me for some unknown reason? Those are the only two things that I love here. I could win. I know I could. Then I would live in a mansion in the Victor's Village, completely separated from my "family". It'd be nice. Maybe someday.