(QUINT) I hate u 4ever
Dec 31, 2009 19:41:22 GMT -5
Post by cinder on Dec 31, 2009 19:41:22 GMT -5
a little note: twin, I want my hostage soon, get it?
Brie Dreamer was angry. Red-hot, pounding migraine, beating hard, adrenaline-pumpingly angry. Why, you might ask? Did her little gang, the Anti-Uprising, suddenly die out because some Uprisers had gone and killed all her members? No. That wouldnt bother her as much as... it did (the members could be replaced with better looking, smarter Capitolites if such a thing as a smart Capitol-person existed. Brittany wasn't too sure about that but she could get by with just her brains and their money/bronze) She glared at a group of teenage girls decked out in the neon colors that they adored this season. Gone with the earth-tones and plant-fiber, leafy clothing. In with the obnoxious, too bright colors that Brie really did hate after spending so much time in a brightly lit, 'happy hospital,' where those same colors acted as a disguise. The designers of the hospital had believed if they made it colorful and fun looking people would forget about all the nuts and weirdos who lurked within. It hadn't fooled anybody outside or inside the walls of the too-old-to-be-active-Career guarded facility that she had spent some of her crucial teenage years at.
The peppy teenage girls walked by Brie. She had been standing next to a bench in the middle of the City Circle just shaking from anger. One of them, a young, dark-haired girl touched her arm and locked eyes with her. Mariah, a member of the Anti's. She smiled reassuringly at Brie and waved her friends away. Her smile was huge and her whole face acted as a mask to keep away the concern. Obviously the ditzy teenage girl had been working on her lying skills, although the words that poured out of her mouth were serious, she looked like she was simply telling Brittany about her new friends or a cute boy. An innocent conversation between Mariah and her older sisters friend. Brie couldn't help but respect the little girl. One day she would make a fabulous politician or gossip-column writer with all that hidden talent in the lying/back-stabbing world of the Capitol finally manifesting itself. This girl was a true winner with the right bloodlines and raw talent that took people far in life.
"Brie, dolly! Don't look so angry, its going to screw up your face. Calm yourself, stop shaking--you're scaring people," she cheerily announced in a voice just loud enough for people to hear the tone but not the exact words. "Don't bring attention to yourself. Whatever it is, just let it go, kay? I'm going to go get some ice-cream with my girlfriends but If you need somebody to talk to..." A knowing smile accompanied by a playful wink filled the sudden silence, "You know where I live." The stiletto-healed, scantily clad fifteen, maybe sixteen year old ran off and offered up some cute, cheeky excuse to her friends who all immediately perked up. They clasped each others hands and ran off giggling.
Hatred for the silly little girls filled her very being, but none of those bad, bad, bad and ever so strong emotions showed on the womans face now. She herself was an expert at lying. Years and years of social games (and some time trying to fool her therapist at the happy hospital by repeating the mantra 'I am okay. I am happy') had honed her skills in that department. It was so annoying being the only person upset in a world filled with brain-dead, wannabe famous boys and girls with not a trouble in the world. They didn't understand anything that was going on behind closed doors, nor did they care. It was all about buying clothes until you had to go home because the bags were so very heavy, and eating until you puked it all up and started a second to eight course of the meal.
What Brie really hated more than everybody else, was herself. She was no dark hero or villain by nature. She was a cute girl, a teen when she started getting into such heavy stuff. Why had she assumed t he responsibility of creating a new political world and taking all the power from the current, god-awful President. There was the obvious answer which was everybody else is too stupid to do it, so why don't I do it myself, but politicians were clever. They knew things and some were even brilliant masterminds, so why did Brie need to be the best of them all? Why did she force herself to join and later betray the Uprisers. She was in too deep, there was no getting away from her problems now, but why had she started all of this in the first place.
Power. Excitement. Nobody likes a boring life, but there were the Hunger Games and lavish parties to attend. Nothing was enough for Miss Dreamer who always had her head in the clouds and couldn't bear to live in a world she hadn't impacted to the greatest extent. Utopia was always just out of reach and although she hated to admit it, Brie didn't think shed ever be happy during her human life. There would always be another obstacle in her way and it was no fun destroying said obstacle. Why even bother if Brittany was sure she had a life of desperation and depression ahead of her, so much anger and sadness.
It was a good question, but not one to contemplate while sitting stupefied on a lonely bench. Already people had noticed the pretty girl sitting by herself and staring at the ground. It was the middle of the day. Mariah was right, she was drawing attention to herself. Finally Brie got up, daring anybody to meet her emerald green eyes, just because she was going to act nice and normal didn't mean she wanted anybody coming over to her to talk. That would lead to bad questions like are you okay, and what was that about. The leader of the Anti-Uprising could not risk such things, she hurriedly walked away, the only sign of her lingering anger shown only in the rigidness of her back and the fists that were her hands.
After all, her favorite shoe designer had just closed up shop and that made Brie very, very angry.
ooc- if you didnt get it shes ticked off because her favorite shoe designer has stopped designing ^^ thats why her mood is black.