[OPEN}breathing seems easy when you aren't
Oct 25, 2009 16:55:00 GMT -5
Post by cinder on Oct 25, 2009 16:55:00 GMT -5
"I think, well really I'm not that sure,
but maybe, I might just be... well yeah--
Im freaking fabulous,
Barking brilliant!"
Ahsoka Jaina Dray stretched her weary bones. Starting off with the kinks in her neck and working her way down to the tips of her toes, in one fluid movement with incredible likeness to that of a cat stretching after a nap ha--she wished all she'd done today was nap! It took only a moment but had lasting effects. Stretching had always given Dray Rumor a nice burst of energy after a long day of working at Old Lady Blessings farm a quarter mile away from her old family home back when getting beaten by her Peacekeeper father, and scolded by her lazy mother had been the norm. Before she had inadvertently gotten those two killed. Whoopsy, bye, bye Avox-ed Daddy and Mommy!
Sometimes Ahsoka got upset thinking about her parents because like, duh even if they were abusive they had taken the time to have her--and wasn't living a sucky life filled with torment and laughter mucho betteroso than not living at all? Ahsoka Jaina Dray wasn't exactly sure. Fifteen of her twenty years on this green Earth had proven to her that evil was the natural state of the human race, and good people were the ones who had risen above all the petty arguments and selfishness of the rest of us. Yeah--I say us. I'm pretty selfish and lazy myself. I mean, Ive even cracked a few jokes about that one Peacekeeper woman with the jacked-up eye-brows...
The joker blinked her eyes, suddenly remembering that like breathing, blinking was pretty necessary, especially when you were at the beach on what must be the hottest day of Autumn. She quickly pulled off her back-pack, a rather large grimace on that distorted face of hers. Why, oh why am I so dumb? 'Oh I wont need any sun-glasses, its going to be cloudy on my trip to the freaking beach. Its autumn! No way it could hit the 90's... Besides my sun-glasses weigh like .1 pounds, thats just more for me to carry and, oh, my poor back with all its horrid problems! Even the extra .00001 pounds would kill me. It seemed like Ahsoka Jaina Dray was constantly making mistakes like that, and even though she had graduated at the top of her class (no social life had proven to help her studies a lot during her last few years of school) Dray always made stupid, little mistakes like forgetting to breath. It was like Life liked to mess with her.
A lot.
"Oh curse all of this!" she exclaimed, throwing up her long, scarred arms and then proceeding to kick a small rock. And stub her freaking toe. "Oh freaking freak! I should never have even come here!" Miss Rumor whined, glaring at a seagull or pelican or whatever as she said it. She really had to keep her eye on that bird, because the moment Dray looked away it would swoop over her, leave a little present on her brand-new jacket then start squawking like it knew how much it had just angered her, and fly away, off into the sunset. Bye-bye birdie!
For a split second though Ahsoka Jaina Dray saw things liek a bird would. She wanted to stretch out her own pair of wings and fly away, laugh at some unlucky human klutz and have not a worry i the world. Wouldn't it be nice to be able to just forget how to breath and never have to even bother with life? Was that what birds did. Wouldn't that be just freaking dand--
A small splatter of white, just a few inches away from her shoe forced Dray to look up and straight into the eyes of her attacker. The filthy bird had just pooed. But it missed me!!! With that, Dray did a little impromptu dance and laughed her head off. Ahsoka Jaina Dray had always been the mature, wise one--it was fun to just let herself go all smily and ditzy because nobody was there to witness her drunk off of life dance.
Or was there somebody out there? Hiding? Seeking? Waiting? Watching?