Hei Ryung Yu[D2] Finished

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"I am everything. And you are nothing."

I was born in District 13 originally. I am 16 year's old. The home of what was once a valuable district now is only known for blood traitor's. I had lived a peaceful life. I had started to feel like everything was ok. I lived with my parent's both deemed traitor. We went underground for a short time but were eradicated. Only my elder sister Eun Sung and me were left alive. At 30, she became my caretaker for a while before her life was taken. She had been sent to a detention center, not long after I was shipped off to the Capitol. Re-made into something I don't understand, thrown into flouncy gown's and elaborate hairstyle's I was left confused. I was left even more confused when a boy I liked raped me when I was 14. I never forgot his face.

He thought he might have knocked me up. A week later he left an envelope of money in my desk. I guess he thought that solved everything. I doubted it would.


Angel of darkness
Angel of darkness
Don't follow your command
But I will fight and I will stand

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He made me sick. With his Capitol attitude and his ego. He deserves to die. He deserves to pay. And someday...trust me, I'll make it happen.

I am 16 years old. I have lived in the Capitol for awhile in hostage. They thought they could destroy me...make me a freaking puppet. "Good girl, go play with your dollie and little tea cup. Now don't get anything on your gown. The only reason a guy's going to like you is because of your looks." Model...smile...wear a mask. Well screw it, I'm done playing nice. I'm done letting you control me...own me. I own myself. Get it...got it...good!

When darkness falls
Pain is all
The Angel of Darkness
will leave behind
and I will fight

I grew into a fine young lady. Only it didn't last. I was soon found a more permanent home in District 2. However, I was shuttled around a lot. I supposed at first they didn't want me. They soon were told to either take me or give me up. So, they chose to take me. Partially because they wanted another chance at the Game's I think. Currently, only their daughter is eligible at 12 year's old. Their 19 year old son never made the Game's which disappointed them a lot. I found a boy I liked, loved even. Yet, he didn't want to deal with me. I gave him my heart...he left me empty handed. He said he never wanted to see me again after our 3 month relationship. A lot of people think something's wrong with me. They say I scare them. And it hurt's me to feel like I've done something wrong. I don't understand. Why is everyone staring at me? WHAT?! I didn't say that...I swear...I

Yeah I was transferred. What the hell do you expect? I was sent to District 2, a land of luxury. At least, that's what I was told. My family was still filthy rich Capitol wannabe's. I didn't even bother to want to know their name. Sometimes, they don't seem like they want mine. They give me weird looks and my one sister inches back into her room every time I come out of mine.They claim I'm a nut job. They don't know what's wrong with me. Seriously...go look in the mirror.

Can you tell me what's wrong with you? Cause honey, I'm still trying to figure it out.
I am sweet tempered, kind, and generous. I don't like seeing people hurt. I don't like being hurt. I sometimes have fainting spells but I have no recognition of them really. I'm told it happens on and off. I once was almost robbed. Then I...I can't remember. What I do remember is their faces were filled with horror. The ring leader held my purse out to me.

"I'm so sorry...I didn't mean...you can have it..."

He threw it at me and ran screaming. I was rather confused that day. Anyway, I volunteer sometimes with the apothecary. She told me I should consider it as a profession. I don't know. I've been told I have low self-confidence. Would that really help my training?

For now I'm an apprentice. I live and work in D2. Yet, I have been known to make appearances in other district's. Often when disaster or some other problem comes up. I suppose it's best to mention sometimes I go awhile without knowing what happened. I don't know how to explain that...I just kind of black out. Is that it? So, I've been informed I've showed up around District 13 sometimes. I didn't think we were allowed there. But, maybe I'm wrong.


I'm 5'7. Dark hair and eyes. Very slim. Yes, I sometimes use. No, I don't think that's why I'm so skinny. In fact lot's of people are skinny. If you look outside your pathetic district once in awhile maybe you'd see those starving people. Maybe you'd learn what it's like to fight for survival.

I know something you don't. My parent's...their out there. Their underground you see. Their still in District 13. All I have to do is go find them. You think that's funny? Will you think it's funny when I send you six feet under? Not laughing anymore, huh? Good. Because you know...I can arrange that.

I've been putting on a little weight lately. Geez, I hope I'm not pregnant. Raising a kid in this world would be a nightmare. This is not a child's world. This isn't a world for nobody anymore. But one thing I've learned hesitation kills. Fear kills. If your going to die, go out fighting. But, don't you dare let them see you afraid. Don't you dare cry. That kind of weakness...it will kill you.

As for the Game's well...you better believe I'm going. I can handle it. Most of those kids, their weak. Their nothing. If you don't believe me ask around. You'll see. Nobody's going to be better than me. But don't worry...I'll let them live long enough to do my work for me. Hey...everyone love's a show.

District 2 Career Tribute.

Apothecary's Diagnosis: Hei Ryung Yu, age 16, has what is known as multiple personality syndrome. Experienced when she feel's threatened or under some other influence, and even upon reflection of a bad memory. Sometimes this is done through a very quick changeover, other times it occurs through a fainting spell. Her other half appears to believe that the Underground in District 13 is still active. If seen anywhere near the area please have a Peacekeeper escort her from District 13 back to her adoptive home in District 2 to ensure her safety. There is no known cure. Peacekeepers are to note this girl will have no recollection of what her other half or halves does. In the event she is sent to the detention center special treatment may be needed. She IS eligible to compete in the Game's just as any other child would. She is currently under training as an apothecary with good result's.
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