Miyuki Hayashi [D4] Finished

Make me whole again
Open your eyes
Taunted by the shadows
Of your lie
Cold and far away
Like you're not even mine
Undo everything
And take me

I was born in District 13. I did know my parent's yet their name's are gone from memory. The night before they burned the District I was seized. I was taken to the Capitol, re-made, and trained. I can't tell you all of what was shoved down my throat...only that I didn't really approve. Shortly after I turned 11 I was introduced to Emiko, my would be sister. We aren't blood related...which might be a good thing in our case.

I was sent to District 4. My mother an ex-wander, father a Peacekeeper. He was weak...and didn't understand what had to be done. I learned to kill the first time a traitor tried to take my father's life. He got the credit, which I do kind of resent. Yet, with this system in place we were safe. No one cared who did it, as long as it got done. I don't relish killing, I'm merely indifferent too it.

I suppose I've had fallout's. When I was 15 I tried using for a bit, then tried to take my life. Luckily for me Emiko was there or I would have died. I never tried again. I do remember it was over a boy I loved. A stupid reason to die...broken heart's don't kill. They just release the spirit. At least, that's what I told myself repeatedly. I made it through though, or I wouldn't be talking to you now.

I work as a performer. I sing, I model, I dance. We have a unique sister like look that Capitol people are all over. So, we make a lot of money yes. The Capitol likes to hire us out for thing's and we usually accept. I also work solo as a singer. I don't always like having some Capitolite manager running around us though. They do get annoying after awhile.That, and they seem to think I'll break something. Really....the idea I'll break is rather laughable.

Higher
Never believing what they say
Cause I'm

Counting the days
To meet you on the other side
I will always be
Waiting
Until the day that I see you
On the other side
Come and take me home

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Personally I'm a bit more rough and tumble. I don't mind getting my hand's dirty and will do anything to protect Emiko. She has been such a major guiding force in my life I don't think I could have done it without her. Some do indicate I'm nicer. I don't usually toy with my prey as much as Emiko does though I have used torture methods before. I'm also more cautious than Emiko is. And I am probably the only person who can talk sense into her when she get's into her rages. In doing so I don't have as many friend's as I would like to have. But, those I make stick around.

I like to read. I'm very well-versed and intellectual. I don't want to sound like a country pumpkin so I avoid using such terms. I do have a stubborn streak and can be more of a realist. I know this society likes to think were all slaves to it. The only way to rebel is to stay silent. It suck's but it keeps us alive. If any other choice I might have taken it.

Some say I can be off-beat. I sometimes say thing's at the wrong time...though it usually is helpful information I blurt out. I also enjoy a good debate, it's rather healthy. Though I will let my sister Emiko speak more than I do when both of us are present. I have been called the more mature one on quite a few occasions. I guess that just comes with age though.

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Looks are well sometimes to be desired. I wish I looked better though I kind of doubt that's possible with what the Capitol has corrected. I stand at about 5'8...ok...ok, maybe slightly taller. But, don't tell anyone that. It does great for stage presence though I'll admit. I have long black hair and dark eyes. I do sometimes wear wigs of shorter hair usually brunette. I weight in at about 115 pounds, though it's still very thin for my height.

Clothes I wear form fitting outfits. Typically long legged pants and a tank top or shirt depending on the weather. I'm not always wearing dresses...in fact usually I don't. They get in the way unless its for modeling or acting purposes. The experience of tripping and haplessly falling off the end of the stage into a very shocked stagehand taught me better. On the bright side...he was only in the hospital for a...umm...small concussion.

For show's I tend to be the more masculine one. Emiko does make a rather pretty picture and well...I tend to let her. I sometimes wish I could be a little more feminine but it could always be worse. I suppose I do scare some people off though. I don't try to really...it just happens. Though, Emiko should scare people too. I don't get why...though I suppose looks matter.

Lengthened the posts a bit.