Skylar Smythe-D3

INTERVIEW FORMAT
"So, how would you describe what you look like?"

"Um...yeah, so I have brown hair...I guess. It's kind of messy, but I shamelessly admit that I make it that way on purpose because it looks better. I have blue eyes, which I think is pretty cool. If I were to describe my face...I think I would say it is kind of sharp and small....sleekish? I don't know. Umm...I'm relativly tan, which is a little weird considering I come from a northern area."

"As for my body type, I've always been pretty short for boys my age. Maybe I haven't hit puberty or something...not sure. I have small shoulders and stuff, I'm not too musculuar or anything which I'm fine with. As for clothes, I used to care alot about what I wear, but now I'm essentially just wear whatever feels comfortable which is pretty much sweatpants, t-shirts, and sweatshirts depending on what season it is."

"In detail, how would you describe your personallity?"

"Much funner question. I think I have a relatively distinctive personallity, but I'm sure everyone thinks that. I pride myself on the fact that I'm...how would you descibe it...weird in a sort of peppy way. I don't know...I tend to have a lot of energy and am very, well, weird in general. In general, I don't like to hang out with people too much who are "normal"."

"I'd like to consider myself nice, but in general I don't like to meet new people too much. I'm not sure, I like to keep a set group of friends...it just feels comfortable and I don't like change too much. Even though I think of myself as nice and positive, I tend to get annoyed by about ninety percent of people so that might make me a bit...unapproachable. I sort of shield myself from them by acting nonchalant and sort of tired...kind of like now. I only really open up around people I'm comfortable with."

"In my mind at least, I'm a pretty smart kid. I tend not to do too well in school because, focusing and stuff isn't really my thing when I'm not intrested. With this, I also kind of take on the "dumb girl" role of the group in a way...not sure how to describe this better than that. These things kind of give me the vibe that I'm not too smart...which I'm fine with."

"One thing that I do wrong is that I tend to get way too attatched to people as they are. I don't know, but I get really set on a current group of friends or something and like it that way. Maybe you would call it a fear of change? Or overattatchement issues? I'm not a phsycologist."

"Tell me about your past."

"I don't think I've had too intresting of a past to be honest. When I was little I was essentially just a weird little odball kid that really matured later than everyone else...so my childhood was a little off to say. I don't really remember it too well. When I was ten, my parents got divorced. While this might have damaged most people, I didn't really care too much about it because they weren't really together or there in my life. Maybe it affected me not having a father figure around. I can't be sure to be honest."

"About my parents...there pretty normal people I guess. My mom mostly stayed at home until the divorce, she mostly just cleaned and did that type of stuff. As for my dad, he got started right off in the district industry, you know, making new technology and stuff, but never got too far up in the buisness. From all the work he was doing, it kind of made me not really want to do that type of thing because it just seemed like you would hack away at the same job until you died, and he was only helping the capital with what he did, so I don't know. "

"For a few years...from maybe when I was ten on, I was a bit more mature than everyone else my age so I didn't really make any friends at that age. So essentially I was really behind socially because of that. It really might have screwed me up, and that might have caused my fear of opening up. Then, when I was twelve, I met a group of people that kind of worked for me. I'll admit it , we were the nerds, but that was what I needed. Even though we weren't that close, it meant alot to me and really helped me open up and learn about who I am."

"However, one day, after taking off a holliday from school, the friendships were gone. I was essentially a, like, sixth wheel in the group or something. It was gone. While, I tried to fix it, it was gone, and it took a lot of strength to get through. I'm still trying to fix it today. Lately though, I've been wondering about what I'm going to do in life and spent alot of time reading about that. Maybe shielding myself off from other people. To be truthful, I would consider myself a true mess that I've never opened myself up to anyone else enough to help me."