King and Lionheart {Bread}
Dec 20, 2012 6:47:30 GMT -5
Post by gamemaker kelsier on Dec 20, 2012 6:47:30 GMT -5
Howling ghosts they reappear
In mountains that are stacked with fear
But you're a king and I'm a lionheart.
And in the sea that's painted black,
Creatures lurk below the deck
But you're a king and I'm a lionheart.
When Edwin had left the ship that morning, it had been with a list of the wares they had to sell, and an empty flask. It was only an hour later, and his flask with fuller, but his pockets were emptier. The list was in his pocket, and there was less money as well. He was feeling better though. It had been weeks since they last came home, and he had ran out of rum a few days ago. He'd had to start drinking the nice wine they'd stolen off a ship headed to the Capitol. Charlie had gotten pissed off. She'd complained that it was less money. Jasper had only looked disappointed. That had started to piss Edwin off more and more. The way he'd look at the bottle in Edwin's hand like a sad little puppy. It hurt to disappoint Jasper, but trying to sleep or do anything without the alcohol made living impossible. Edwin decided not to think about it, although that always led to more consequences that nearly killed him from the guilt. Kill the guilt with alcohol, rinse and repeat.
In the belly of the Red Starr, there were bolts of fine silks, cottons, wool. They had plundered a fabric merchant, and then a ship full of comforts and oddities. Wines, cheeses, and canned goods. An excellent haul that would keep them fed and clothed for a while. It was a haul meant to be sold however, not all of it, they'd keep some, like they always did. But they weren't the only ones that the boys looked out for. The people of the district were always in the front of their minds too, and sometimes to the annoyance of the others, Jasper would put them first. At least they still benefited. They got money to buy ropes and other things that could be used on the old girl. Jasper might be the captain of the ship, but she was Edwin's baby. He handled her as if he was made for her, and he might have been if he hadn't been born on a small fishing boat instead.
At around nine in the morning, he reaches the shop. The district is near silent around him. The fishing boats left hours ago already, and the children are in school. His crew mates are asleep. He had volunteered to go in the morning. No one had argued because they all knew why he wanted to. The Libertines would hopefully buy the bolts of cloth. Cloth sold for a lot here, where most of what the District got to contend with was done by the weaver's shop down by the docks. The weaver wouldn't be happy, but the District would be. Better to sacrifice one person's happiness for a District's joy. Thus, the games in one very small nutshell. But people traded lives and happiness like money, and Edwin wasn't unused to it. His own sister's life had been bartered and taken. Maybe she was still alive, but he had never had her, had never been able to be there for her like he should have been, like a big brother. It still killed him every time he saw her, everyday, every minute that she went on not knowing, and hating a family she never knew. Before he entered the shop, he opened the flask and took another drink.
Warmth slipped through his bloodstream, and relaxed the tight feeling that had been growing in the pit of his stomach. The taste was hard at first, had been hard at first. Now instead of any bitterness, he only tasted sweetness. With a soft intake of breath, and feeling pleasantly hazy, he pushed open the shop door and walked into silence. Soft morning light crept in through the shop's glass window, but otherwise the room was dark. He was used to seeing one of those silent little Libertines behind the counter, sometimes Nessie. Sometimes Jorge or Learna. But Learna was dead now. As soon as they'd docked late last night, they had found out by the neighboring transport ship. Edwin had been unmoved, he was too used to loss. His brothers and sister had been more somber. Especially Charlie, who was the one who usually dealt with the Libertines.
After a moment, of quiet waiting and no movement from anywhere, he asks the shop, "Hello?" He was able to wait patiently for only a few moments, and then begins to stalk the shelves, picking up things here and there, and leaving hand prints in growing dust. After a moment of staring at a metal horse, he looks up again, dark, dark eyes, and one brown curl slipping down his forehead. "Hello," he calls again, "It's me, Edwin. Edwin Finch." He waits silently, and still for a few more moments, but there is no spoken reply, and no answer in the sound of feet touching floor. With an annoyed huff, he moves off again, his brow narrowing in annoyance.
In this silence, he feels bulky and loud. Dust motes dance through the sunlight strewn air, and his eye catches a dirty looking globe on the shelf in front of him. Curious, Edwin stepped forward, and picked it up. He needed two hands to lift it, this glass ball full of fog. It was as if someone scooped the morning off the water and poured it inside, sealing it tight. Staring intently, he watched the fog swirl, eyes searching for something, anything. Otherwise he couldn't really see the point of it. After a minute or two, he was about to put it down, in annoyance, when the fog suddenly swirled to life, parting almost, like a tide washing out. Intent, Edwin watched as shapes begin to form under his steady gaze. he watches as he sees one strong, steady hand slip into another one. Watches as a deck forms, inside a cabin room. It's dimly lit, and there is a coupling in the bed, but he can't tell with who.
Suddenly, and laughing a little, he places the glass ball back down on the shelf, and takes a step back. Running a hand through his hair, he regards it through a side glance, shakes his head, and moves off again. It's just the rum, and the withdrawal. Making him see weird things. Feeling silly, and slightly annoyed, he turns down another unit of shelves, eyes searching each wooden space for something else to touch. It's only when he glances at a source of sunlight streaming in front of him, that he sees Jorge. He's haloed by sunlight, and it defines every inch of him, suddenly making him sharper and more inherently there, than Edwin has ever seen him. He's got those delicate libertine features, and that sad expression, but the languid strength in his posture is almost breathtaking.
Stunned for a moment, Edwin stood stock still, staring at the boy only a few feet away. Light hair, but he couldn't see his eyes because they were looking out the grimy shop window attached to the window seat he was draped across. Tall, lovely. Just like all the Libertines, an unlucky but lovely family. Reaped twice in a row. The boy deserves his sadness, and for a moment, something pings in Edwin's heart, the idea that maybe someone could understand. As soon as it's there, it's gone, and the light begins to dim, so the pirate boy walks up to the window seat and leans against the wall beside it. Jorge would have to turn his head to see him. Glaring balefully at the back of his head, he finally says, "Why didn't you answer me, you asshole."