Bob Keeni {D6}[DONE]

kiah guest	Bob Keeni {D6}[DONE] May 21, 2012 6:20:31 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by kiah on May 21, 2012 6:20:31 GMT -5 Name: Bob Age: 20 Gender: Male District/Area: District 6 Appearance: Manly, but Feminine Personality: lost.. brain dead History: harsh Codeword: Odair Comments/Other:
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Bob Keeni {D6}[DONE] May 21, 2012 6:24:36 GMT -5

Post by kiah on May 21, 2012 6:24:36 GMT -5

Open to everything happy and sad
Seeing the good when it's all going bad
Seeing the sun when I can't really see
Hoping the sun will at least look at me

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Age=20
Gender= Male~~Female?... Unsure xD~~

“Red”

"yellow”

“purple”

[/color]No wait…. That’s wrong… I will start again..

”Red”

“orange?”

“yellow”

What goes next? What color is next?

You rub you hand over your chin, think hard… Wait. What were you thinking of? What was just on your mind? You search your mind lost. What had you been doing? You look around confused, and then you shrug, and forget about it, you just brush it away. You find yourself looking into a window shop. You stop; have a look at your reflection.

Is this really you? How had you become like this? your thoughts run slowly through your mind, so slowly that you lose track of them and you are left more confused than ever. You have a broad back, that is well muscled. Yuck. You think as you take in the tanned muscular skin, a scowl deep on your face. You catch a glimpse of a young lady walking past. You stare at her. Longing to have the same narrow back she has, the curves that you desire. But instead you are left with this manly body. You look disgustedly back into the shop window.

You have thick muscular legs that range from trunks to logs. You hate your legs. You hate nearly everything about your body. why couldn’t you be beautiful? Hot? you think to yourself. But no. you are a tough smexy man. Just the opposite to what you want. But you do find some way to please your looks. You love wearing dresses. Big. Red. Thrilly. DRESSES! Dresses that flow. Purple ones that shape your body. Summer floral dresses. OMG! How much you love dresses! You look into the window. The yellow spotted dress you wear now, brings a rapid smile to your face. You take this moment… wait a moment. What.. what were you just talking about. Your mind turns fuzzy as you try to track down the thought that had brought a smile to your face.

Your face is prickly with a grey whisky beard. It rough and tough and you wish that you had shaved this morning. Your eyes are full of life, full of a life that has no ends and no beings, a life that you are slipping away from. You stare into your eyes, trying to figure out what has become of you. Your eyes travel down to your chest. They freeze. A look of longing plastered to your face. You look at you flat chest. There was nothing. No little lumps. No big coconuts. Not even mosquito bits. Just the hard abbs you tried hard not to get. You feel your eyes well up in tears.why me? you think as you close your eyes. You turn away from the window.

You take this moment to think about your feelings. About how you feel. Were you attracted to female? You think about it seriously, only to come to the conclusion that you weren’t attracted to them. You were jealous of them. You wanted to be just like- hold on, who did you want to be like? What is going on? You look around you. And find to your surprise that you were heading down the street to your home. You shake your head. What had I been thinking about? You sigh. You really were a bit confused. You take this moment to look around you, and you feel a smile creep onto your lips. He’s hot. Ouch! Damn! I wished he would look at me how he looked at her..you think to yourself having trouble ripping your gaze away from the couple. From the gorgeously sexy man. You could feel a desire flare up in you. And suddenly you realised you wanted nothing more than to talk to him.

Looking away, you take a step away from the man, trying to collect yourself. You try to smile to yourself, and you know it is a bit lopsided. Your brain damaged caused that. Caused you to have a lazy eyes and smile, you also think your c=brain damage is the reason you are slow. Why you forget things… you sigh, continue walking.

While you walk you start thinking back to your past. You think about how you always were picked on as a child, how all the other boys teased you.,. How much it hurt. How much it hurt to have the person you thought you loved stick a knife in your back. He never looked at you again. You could feel a dark swell of emotion swell within you. Fuck them. you think. You always knew you were different. You always knew you were a loner, always being left out cause you dressed differently, because you were interested in the sex… the sex that people usually would consider wrong.

Then suddenly all your previous thought just –poof-. You keep walking this time. Not looking over your shoulder, but looking straight ahead. You just keep walking hoping you will find your way home. Your footsteps echo around you as you head away from your life and into the sun light, trying not to slip away from you. And who you really are.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/justify]

Focus on everything better today
All that I needed I never could say
Hold on to people, they're slipping away
Hold on to this while it's slipping away

Last Edit: May 21, 2012 8:06:16 GMT -5 by kiah

kiah guest	Bob Keeni {D6}[DONE] May 21, 2012 8:07:09 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by kiah on May 21, 2012 8:07:09 GMT -5 DONEEE<33

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