{Oh, Where did the Party Go?//Semper}
Jun 30, 2013 18:41:52 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Jun 30, 2013 18:41:52 GMT -5
Jr Alexander
[/font][/center]When did things stop being so simple? I mean things had never been completely simple for Artemis and I, considering he’s been “keeping his eyes closed” as our parents explained it to me for years on end. But even then, we had plenty of fun. I would lead him out to the fields and we’d find a tree to sit under and I’d come up with all sorts of scenarios for us to play in. I would describe scenes of pretty girls in castles and gallant steeds that we rode as we were on our way to rescue the princess, and everything was okay; because for once, we saw the same thing.
We may have been able to see the same thing as we played, but Artemis would never see the tears in my eyes as I would try to describe the beauty of the world that we were actually in, and I hoped he couldn’t hear the crack in my voice as I couldn’t figure out how to describe the way the clouds lined the sky or the way the grass rippled in the wind like the ocean on a stormy day.I’m supposed to be the strong one; I’m supposed to take care of both of us.
I never stayed away from Artemis very long, not because I didn’t trust him, but because I didn’t trust myself. Now, I know that doesn’t make much sense, but I had more blind faith in Arty than I had in myself or anyone else for that matter. Ha, blind faith, ah a play on words if you know what I mean. Even though I had only been away from the house and him for just a little over an hour, it had felt like days, maybe even weeks. So I picked up the trash from my lunch and tossed it into the bin, as a couple of pieces missed from my carelessness, and I hurried home.
I won’t lie, I’m an over exaggerator, and on the way home I thought of all these horrible scenarios that could have happened. Not that any of them were very likely, but when you’re worried about something or someone, probability isn’t exactly at the top of your list. You tend to blow things out of proportion, and things that are a one in a million chance of happening, suddenly become very likely very quickly.
My pace subconsciously quickened as my mind was turning over on itself, and in almost no time at all, I found myself in an almost full out run. District Ten’s a pretty laid back district, and you hardly ever see anyone running around worriedly; so I got quite a few strange looks as I dodged people and animals alike, almost without tripping over any to my own surprise.
I could’ve sworn that the walk to the town center had been a lot shorter then than now, even though I was taking the exact same path. But fear’s good at doing that to you, you know? Heightening your anxieties and blurring your senses of time and distance. It felt like I had walked miles on end and days had passed, but really, I had been walking about five minutes and I was almost home, since the walk was only about half a mile.
As the cluster of homes that ours was situated in appeared over the horizon, I started to run faster, which I didn’t really even know was possible considering I thought I had been running as fast as I could. I misjudged the distance to my house and how quickly I could stop, and as ungracefully as my nature tends to make me, I slammed into our front door; locked. I went around to the back and prayed the door was unlocked.And to my luck, it wasn’t.