D4 // Pawn Shop Profiteers [OPEN CHARACTERS + MASQUERADE]
Jul 18, 2013 8:16:55 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2013 8:16:55 GMT -5
WHO YOU WANT: Charybdis [Karebi Calder-Libertine]
WHY: I like characters that yet so broken, have some sort of unforgiving ambition that stretches their moral limits. There’s so much anger and jealousy imbedded within Karebi’s thoughts that she doesn’t even have time to think about morals. She’s a dark dreamer, not the kind that sit around waiting for a fairytale ending to sweep their thoughts away, no. She has full understanding that the only way she can better her life is by diminishing the many lives around her. Every little thing gets to her head and consequently, she has to put the whole world beneath her in order to feel complete. She knows that her fairytale ending comes with a price, so long as she’s not the one who has to pay it.
It’s also interesting to see the contrast between her and Cilla. Whereas Cilla seems more at ease with their new life on the streets where they act just like the dogs that follow them around, Karebi wants to do more than just “get by” every day. She believes this life of mugging, pick pocketing, and running through the alleys is a sick joke. While Karebi and Cilla are in it together, it would still be fun to see how their divergent ambitions clash.
WHATCHU WANNA DO WITH THEM (PLOT IDEAS PERHAPS?): “Wounds can heal, but words can live in your head for as long as they want, tearing away at the seams between doubts and contemplations until it all comes together in a sea that plummets upon all the strength you have left and you can’t find any way out – you can’t, you won’t, and trust me, I’ll make sure of that.
Words used to be beautiful; in fact, I used to be beautiful too. There’s a lot of things that still are, but I can’t just sit back and look at the sunset and think “oh how gorgeous” because every moment I let my eyes fall into captivity, that sea grows bigger and I fall deeper into being a nobody. Somehow I have to make that sunset give me something. Somehow I’ll use it as my guard, the same way I use my words to diminish the world around me because words are weapons; all of the most beautiful things are.
Beauty hurts, especially when it’s not yours to keep.
It’s not fair that the rest of the world can live their lives in such seamless harmony while my sister and I have to perish in the sea that is slowly eating away at little hope we have left. That is why I’ve vowed to pull as many people down, down, down into that sea to perish with us. Someday my verbal weaponry will win us all the world’s happiness and success. Yet, I know I’ll never be happy until I get out of this limbo where every word I hear is oh so coarse and taxing to the ears.
I’ll stack my words one upon another until the stairway to full prestige is mine and my sister’s only. We work harder than anyone else; we deserve better, so when that day comes to recreate our lives, there will be no apologies. Only laughter.
The world is such a terrible, beautiful place, but I can only hope to make it worse.
Maybe then, I might find what I'm looking for.”
^ To sum up most of that word blah, Karebi is so absorbed into the notion that her life isn’t fair, driven by this central jealousy that she can't get out of her head. She wants the confidence and the satisfaction that others have, so she uses her piercing words to strip them of it. I like Tristen's idea about stealing from the Libertines; I could see Karebi's jealousy leading her to seeking out Jaggerand sort of stalking the Libertines,to the point where she knows all their names and a few too many things about them, hates that they have "comfortable lives" with actual parents, and avidly tries to convince Cilla that they need to reveal themselves to their birth father. Whether she agrees or not, well, that's the question. Idk, just ideas.
LINK TO AN RP SAMPLE: Here.
ANYTHING ELSE TO SAY: I know I don’t have a beautiful template to accompany this application, but I absolutely adore every one of the Libertines and the entire idea behind them. Like everyone before me said, I absolutely worship your writing and the writing of everyone in this plot. Thanks for considering me! <333