The new man[kay]

Kas-

It might have been normal for most people to get over depression fast. But for Kas it never left him. He knew nothing would be the same, he knew the only hope was ripped from him. He looked at the alcohol he had acquired through the past couple of days. He knew it as a quick solution but at the same time it was harming him and he knew it. The days now slipped through the cracks of his life like a penny rolling through a grate.

Kas woke up feeling a pain in him. He looked over his body and saw nothing wrong. But he knew if it was not able to be seen from the outside, it had to be a internal problem. But that made kas think. He had no money to go to a doctor, so maybe he thought he could put it off.

He threw on his clothes and left the house he was living at. He felt the heat when he stepped outside for the first time in matter of weeks. Everything looked foreign to him. It was as if he had stepped on a new planet and all he felt was heat and pain. He looked around and saw no one around him for the first time. Walking down the road he headed for the main square. He thought he could run into someone he knew he could get help from. With each step he felt the pain and the painful heat. His shirt was soaking a lot of the sweat and it made him look like he almost just got out of a pool.

When he saw the square in site he felt relief. He knew he would be able to relax for a little. His first idea was to get something to eat, or get food so he could cook something later. But that was food he knew he had to get last, specially in the heat right now. But his body was controlling him and taking him to a place he almost didn't want to be at anymore. It was a candy store him and his old friend had been to. He had forgotten it existed, but what he walked in and felt a rush of cold hit him. He was content with staying him there for a little. But what he saw next made him almost buckle at the knees. He saw the girl of his best friend. He only knew of her from the description axel had told him. But with the explicit detail he gave, he knew it was her.

Kas thought about going up to her, but at the same time he was afraid. It had been his friends friend. But at the same time, he knew maybe a sorry or something was in order. He took a deep breath in and walked up behind her. He tapped her on her shoulder hoping to get her attention. His mind raced on what to say to her. He didn't want to sound like a arse, but at the same time he needed to be sincere about what had happened. He didn't know if she was over him or at all.