Feel the Tide Turning {Axel}
Apr 27, 2013 20:34:56 GMT -5
Post by mcmarti99 on Apr 27, 2013 20:34:56 GMT -5
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You'd think, that after you marry a girl, save her life, and every time you fall asleep you wake up holding her, that maybe she'd decide that she loved you. Maybe she'd give you the slightest chance to at least try to be everything she ever wanted? That was the thing with Riley. She didn't. Some days would be better than others, but when we woke up the morning after I kissed her, and she kissed back by the way, it wasn't any easier than it had been before. It was like that kiss meant absolutely nothing to her. I thought it was the start of something, or maybe I was hopeful she'd let me love her like I wanted to.
But she didn't, and it wasn't. I woke up that morning, made her breakfast even, and still when I tried to kiss her she put her fingers to my lips and wouldn't let me. It was like she was trying to torture me, trying to avenge me for something I'd done to her. All I could remember doing is saving her all the time. She let me in little by little. I could hold her hand and put my arm around her and hug her. But anything that could be seen as not just any generic form of affection was off-limits.
I'd made plenty of situations where a less generic expression of love could happen. And I was so desperate I would have called that "less generic" affection a kiss. A simple peck on the lips was all I wanted all week long. I didn't take Riley back to the lighthouse. But we walked on the beach. Once I'd convinced her to come outside with me at midnight. I'd scooped her up and tossed her into the waves. She stomped up to me in her dripping clothes and came so close I was caught off guard enough for her to shove me into the water. We ended up having a splashing war in the moonlight, and once Riley was tired, she'd passed out in the sand. I'd carried back to the house.
We watched the sunset a lot, for lack of anything better to do. I tried to take her shopping once but she didn't want to go, said I'd have to drag her there. I assumed it was because she was so shy. But she should've known I was the polar opposite and I could take care of it. A few times I tried to get her to build sandcastles with me, but she laid in the sand and let it sift through her fingers while I did all the work. We ran and laughed and played, and I made it so easy for her to just kiss me. But she never did.
She knew it was getting to me too. I think that was part of her plan. To break me down and use the control she knew she had over me to make her life more fun, watching me struggle. At least she wasn't flinching every time I touched her. We sat by the fire for a long time one night. Riley leaned over and her head ended up in my lap and I ended up stroking her hair and carrying her to the bed. I took Riley on walks in the woods, half carrying her almost the whole time because she tripped so much. Once I tried to get her to go running with me. She made it about half a mile before I had to carry her back home.
I made Riley all the food she could eat, and after a week and a half she finally looked human. Her bones and skin finally had some depth to them. But thankfully she stayed small, and made no effort to build up her muscle. She hardly ate any meat. And I could always wrap my arms around her and hold her like she was a little girl again.
After a week and a half of staying well entertained but essentially in desperate pain for the entire time, I was more than desperate for that rush I got from kissing Riley. In my mind, I'd waited long enough, and I was a good boy, didn't try once after Riley told me not to. Surely after all that she'd just let me have it. I was in the bedroom. I told her I was getting dressed and made a joke about her having to control herself, because for a half minute, I'd be naked, but I hadn't changed out of my pajamas yet. I slept beside Riley every night now, and we'd just finished breakfast. She was still in the kitchen, and I told her she wasn't leaving the house until she finished her breakfast, and that when I came back it better be gone.
Now I was coming back through the hallway, my determined steps probably mistaken by Riley as angry stomping. She froze behind the counter, her eyes flickering to mine for a fraction of a second before I moved towards her. I spun her around by the shoulders, leaned in, and let my lips find her's. The relief that flooded me was instant. Oh, it felt so good. I pressed on her back and pushed her hips against mine. Our tongues reached for each other in the same second, and suddenly, we were locked in an embrace even more passionate then the one in the bedroom almost a half a week ago.My hands found Riley's hair, and I pressed against her head, pushing her lips into mine. It felt like I could never pull her close enough.