Pick Up the Pieces [Arbor, Zinnia, Alia]
Mar 9, 2010 18:14:08 GMT -5
Post by aya on Mar 9, 2010 18:14:08 GMT -5
Halt, Arbor C.
The rhythmic crunch of snow under three sets of boots had a hypnotic effect on Arbor. He let it consume his concentration, let it lull him into a stupor. Anything to keep from thinking. Something to take his mind off of the cold and the pain.
It was colder here than it had been at the frozen lake, where the alliance had been uprooted by a vicious civil war. Arbor had not seen it coming--literally or figuratively. But as soon as he'd had a grasp on the situation, it became clear that he had to act. He'd had to support one side or the other--or else run like that coward boy from Three.
In an impulsive decision, Arbor had chosen to support Zinnia and Alia in their unprompted attack on Archer. Archer, Arbor's friend. The older boy had taken a liking to the blind one, had taken him under his wing and meant to protect him. Maybe that was what had prompted Arbor to turn on him--after insufferable years of pity and relentless unwanted assistance, the blind kid did not want anyone to shelter him as such.
Though he knew it was the right decision to have made, given that Alia and Zinnia were relatively unscathed where he and Archer were fairly bloodied from previous fights, Arbor still felt a twinge of guilt at his betrayal. True, he never swore loyalty to anyone--there was no promise broken, so where was the betrayal?
What would have happened if he had backed Archer? In all probability, the two of them would be dead, or severely wounded at the very least. There was the off chance that the two boys could have overpowered their female opponents, although Arbor knew this outcome was unlikely.
No sense thinking in what-ifs. He admonished himself for considering other endings. He couldn't rewrite the past or undo his decision. There wasn't a way for him to atone for his hand in Archer's death, either, even if it hadn't really made a difference in the outcome. He would have died had Arbor chosen to do nothing.
But where did he stand now? It was obvious that the two girls had a tighter pact with one another than either did with him, and with the ever-dwindling number of tributes, how long would it be before they turned on him? He would have to gauge when it was time to leave, and he would have to do it perfectly. In the best-case scenario, the three would end up the losers of another fight. Arbor would rather not have to face off against them at any time ever.
Arbor brushed some snowflakes out of his hair. His ears were cold. His face was cold. His neck, chest, arms, legs were cold. His feet were numb. A thought struck him, and he stopped where he stood, knelt on the ground, and unzipped the backpacks he was carrying.
Their alliance had ended up with an abundance of supplies from the numerous enemies they had slain, even if Jeremy had taken the pack or two he was holding when he left. Arbor figured there was a good chance that there was an unused article of clothing stored in one of them.
"Can we take inventory real quick?" he asked, voice hoarse. It was the first time he'd spoken in awhile--days maybe--and his voice cut like a knife through the silence. He didn't think that anyone at all had spoken since they'd turned on Archer. "I want to see what we've won. And what we lost when--" Arbor couldn't suppress his scowl, couldn't tame his tone of voice "--Jeremy ran away."
They still had a decent wealth of items, it seemed, based on the size and weight of their backpacks. "Anyone got a hat?" he asked, gingerly feeling through his backpack. There was no telling what sharp things--knives, needles, nails, glass--could be hidden in the bottom, and seeing with your fingers was a good way to gain an unnecessary injury.
Arbor almost wanted to bring up the civil war--almost. But it didn't seem right for him to mention. He had is standing with the girls pegged as "fragile alliance at best" and did not aim to do anything to upset that. So he did what he was exceedingly good at: he kept his mouth shut.