on the outside looking in || Axel
May 12, 2013 11:59:19 GMT -5
Post by kendall on May 12, 2013 11:59:19 GMT -5
IT'S A REVELATION, YEAH, IT'S A REVELATION
araminta roslyn chaffee
[/color][/font]araminta roslyn chaffee
365 DAYS IN A YEAR. 365 DAYS TO SHOW WHO I REALLY AM.
Bright red dripped from my nose. I swear it was bleeding more then it should. It's just a stupid punch to the nose. It's turning purple, bruising around the bridge of my nose. Swearing, I touch my nose just to find myself sneering in pain again. I knew it was going to swell an be a heck of a battle wound. I got this one from fighting another career. Of course, I shouldn't of taken him on, knowing not even I had faith I was going to knock him out. But after the rumble I was left with a few bruises and a really bloody nose. That guy left with bruises and blood in various places. That boy thought he was something but I calmed his ego down a little.
Fighting is the only thing I really know how to do. Ever since my sister died, my anger just takes over me sometimes. And the only way I can relive it to punch someone. So that's why I turned to the hunger games. All I find myself doing is training hard and long for these games I probably will never get picked to do. Of course, I might volunteer but every year I can't get myself too. I tell myself just one more year and that's a continuous pattern. Training is just a way to forget and become stronger. Because of all my training, people are afraid of me. Really afraid of me. People pay there's to agitate me at the training center. All those bets turn into fights. The only reason is because almost no one will come up and talk to me without laying them to. And, who doesn't like a fight? The excitement?
No one even asks me any more what happens to me. They all just walk on bye. Bruises and cuts are a normal for me. As I walked by swearing and wiping blood off myself, the other residents of district 4 step aside. Sometimes people give me weird looks but most don't even acknowledge me. I am just that pretty girl you think would be sweet and delicate but I am actually a beast trapped in a 17 year old girls body. I trained myself to become a beast to distract me from all that's going on at home.
I am actually really sweet, it just takes a really persistent person to break my thick shell. The only issue, not anyone except one person have broken through it. And every day it grows thicker and stronger then before. Just shutting out everyone on the outside, and leaving myself to cope with everything. That's how I like it, alone and quiet. But sometimes, everyone needs someone there for me. Someone that will pull me aside and ask me what is wrong instead of passing me by without a look. I brought it on myself though, my image I have made for people kind of ruins the emotional picture.
I run down the street, blood splattering between the cracks in my hands onto the cold pavement. Turning down the street with the old charred house on the corner I slipped into the ally way. Resting myself against the brick wall, I cup my hands over my hands. Slowly I pull them away, blood all over my hands. "This is just great!" I growl sarcastically to myself, trying to loose some of the liquid on my hands by dragging my hands in the walls. The old graffitied walls now had blood smeared on them to add some horror.
I start up again, cupping my hands around my nose again. It was so sore when I jogged I was afraid I broke my nose again. This would be the 3rd time this year. At the end of the ally way, I turned myself down to the docks. Busy men worked so no one really noticed me running through them. Even if they did, I wasn't worth their time to stop me. Running past cargo, I wondered if there was anything out there. I shake my head facing the fact district four was as far as I was going in my life.
I ran for awhile until knew I lost my opponent in case he wanted to pay me back for his broken knuckles. I sat down and swore, tearing my shirt off my body to dab the blood with. It kept bleeding so I groaned and fell back on the grass. My bikini top had splatters of red painted on it. "Damn it."
[ ok so you can decided their relationship at this point. I would prefer they are already friends since it takes awhile to gain her trust ]
Fighting is the only thing I really know how to do. Ever since my sister died, my anger just takes over me sometimes. And the only way I can relive it to punch someone. So that's why I turned to the hunger games. All I find myself doing is training hard and long for these games I probably will never get picked to do. Of course, I might volunteer but every year I can't get myself too. I tell myself just one more year and that's a continuous pattern. Training is just a way to forget and become stronger. Because of all my training, people are afraid of me. Really afraid of me. People pay there's to agitate me at the training center. All those bets turn into fights. The only reason is because almost no one will come up and talk to me without laying them to. And, who doesn't like a fight? The excitement?
No one even asks me any more what happens to me. They all just walk on bye. Bruises and cuts are a normal for me. As I walked by swearing and wiping blood off myself, the other residents of district 4 step aside. Sometimes people give me weird looks but most don't even acknowledge me. I am just that pretty girl you think would be sweet and delicate but I am actually a beast trapped in a 17 year old girls body. I trained myself to become a beast to distract me from all that's going on at home.
I am actually really sweet, it just takes a really persistent person to break my thick shell. The only issue, not anyone except one person have broken through it. And every day it grows thicker and stronger then before. Just shutting out everyone on the outside, and leaving myself to cope with everything. That's how I like it, alone and quiet. But sometimes, everyone needs someone there for me. Someone that will pull me aside and ask me what is wrong instead of passing me by without a look. I brought it on myself though, my image I have made for people kind of ruins the emotional picture.
I run down the street, blood splattering between the cracks in my hands onto the cold pavement. Turning down the street with the old charred house on the corner I slipped into the ally way. Resting myself against the brick wall, I cup my hands over my hands. Slowly I pull them away, blood all over my hands. "This is just great!" I growl sarcastically to myself, trying to loose some of the liquid on my hands by dragging my hands in the walls. The old graffitied walls now had blood smeared on them to add some horror.
I start up again, cupping my hands around my nose again. It was so sore when I jogged I was afraid I broke my nose again. This would be the 3rd time this year. At the end of the ally way, I turned myself down to the docks. Busy men worked so no one really noticed me running through them. Even if they did, I wasn't worth their time to stop me. Running past cargo, I wondered if there was anything out there. I shake my head facing the fact district four was as far as I was going in my life.
I ran for awhile until knew I lost my opponent in case he wanted to pay me back for his broken knuckles. I sat down and swore, tearing my shirt off my body to dab the blood with. It kept bleeding so I groaned and fell back on the grass. My bikini top had splatters of red painted on it. "Damn it."
[ ok so you can decided their relationship at this point. I would prefer they are already friends since it takes awhile to gain her trust ]
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PROPPED UP IN THE HARDWARE STORE, WATCHING THE PARADE
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