{forgetting the important things}//Semper(Blitz)
Jul 3, 2013 7:24:06 GMT -5
Post by k!ah on Jul 3, 2013 7:24:06 GMT -5
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[/justify][/td][/tr][/td][/tr][/table]The dining hall was reasonable empty when I enter. The way I liked it. I didn’t want to be sitting around, have a good ole day with the people who would most likely be the last faces I see, in an arena, where blood, and pain would be shinning in their eyes. I duck my head, turning my gaze to the floor as I make my way to the end of one of the tables. I didn’t want to look up, look up and see all the children my age who surrounded me, round up, round up like cows, or sheep waiting to go be transferred to the butchers. For years I have hated the games, hated what they do to people, hated what they do to families and friends. They rip them apart, tearing them in two, and for what? For the entertainment of the people of the Capitol?
Anger surged through me as I reached the end of the dining hall. I could feel it climb through my limbs, making me become tense. Shaking myself slightly I flopped down on the nearest stool, ignoring the groaning complaints of the stool as my body collided with its wood. Slumping I rested my elbows on the table, placing my head into my hands. I try not to let my wander, scared about the thoughts that would creep into my mind. I missed home. I missed so much about it. You never really know how much something means to you until it is gone… Your life for example- sorry, the value of one life.
I never realise how much I actually valued my life until now. Now, when my own life was not in my hands, but in the hands of some pansy who want me dead… Shaking my head I close my eyes, letting the image of the dinning and the few children who sat in the room disappear as darkness began to surround me. I let out a sigh; my body relax ever so slightly. I take deep breaths in, then hold then for a moment, then let them go, in a way of calming myself, in a way of letting my body escape, escape from the presence, and into a world that only I knew about.