Wishing for something more //Parks
Nov 6, 2013 19:53:29 GMT -5
Post by * on Nov 6, 2013 19:53:29 GMT -5
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Facing the line...
I sigh heavily. The breath calming me to a certain extent as I finished tieing my shoes. My fingers move intriquetly with the weaves and the loops. Letting the shoelace turn around the bent lace and come through to knot it into place. I see how little work or thought goes into making the shoe's laces be tied. How easily that it took no time at all to do what I needed before I would meet with someone to spar with. The last thing I need is my shoe to mess me up. So, I pull the strings to the side of my shoe and tuck them neatly inside of my shoe. Out of site. Out of the way so I woudln't step on them or my opponent to take advantage of my misfortunate mistake. Leaning up, I let my arms rest on my knees. My fingers folding together.
"That guy better not be here today." I said referring to the one that I had a weapon spar with when I was twelve. The one who broke my hand and then I showed him not to cross me. The one that hasn't had the nerve to go up against me again, but there's still that feeling that one day he'll make it happen. One day, in or out of the gym, I will have to face him again and I knew that I better be ready with every key part of the fights. I've more than handled my fair share of weapons, the spear and bow and arrow being my trades. As for hand to hand combat, it was my weak point. I know I need to step up my game, so for me to be here, right now, is daunting. I have no clue who I will be paried up with. I don't want some guy or girl that will be a weakling, but I don't want someone so experienced that I was most assuredly fail. I need someone that will fit me. Who will teach me and show me. Someone who will take the time to not let me win. Who would that be?
I get up from the bench in the locker room, and slam the door to the locker shut. The musty odor of the shower room lingers everywhere with the humid part of someone who recently took a shower. I let the warm mist seep into my skin as a calming agent. Being warm soothes me enough that I glance at the mirror on my exit from the lockerroom. My reflection showing my hair straight down. No make up. A small headwrap holding my bangs back. I see a somewhat confident smile creep on my lips when my hands touch the door and I walk out to see everyone already training. Some running laps, while others working with strength training. I don't see anyone on the mats, so either noone has found a partner, or it just isn't an area of interest. I hope that I will at least be able to get something today. I sigh.
I carry myself quickly over to a coach that is helping with a guy with dark blonde hair. His face littered with sweat and lifting a weight that is nearly a hundred pounds. I watch in wonder at the strength the guy produces and see's his concentration in his furrowed brow. The veins evident in his arms as he holds the bar up and bring it in a rhythmic way. Up and down. Heavy breath. Up and down. Heavy breath. It takes him a few more reps before the coach pronounces him finished and I catch his attention with a clearing throat action. He glances my way with a pleasant nod.
"Got anyone willing to train with sparring? I need work. ANyone whose experienced and willing to teach?" I ask him. I left it open. He could pick anyone in the entire gym at this moment. I could only hope, that whoever it is, I won't regret it.