First, Victor. Then, Marriage. After... [[ Moss ]]
Jul 7, 2013 21:49:30 GMT -5
Post by Baby Wessex d9b [earthling] on Jul 7, 2013 21:49:30 GMT -5
life is bigger, it's bigger than you, and you are not me
the lengths that I will go to
Maverick hummed to himself as he put the finishing touches on his last surprise for the evening. He'd already gone to great lengths to show Topaz that marriage wasn't so very different than dating. It was better. He'd rented out the best restaurant in the district just for them, and had all the tables cleared but one. It was glass and elegantly decorated. Each delicate course of the meal had been delivered by the chef herself, and otherwise they were left in peace. He'd done most of the talking, of course, but had studiously stuck to happy topics. He didn't mention the upcoming Games, even though the Reaping loomed. He didn't talk about the remodel in the east wing of their Capitol apartment, which was an endless source of headaches. He tried not even think about the fact that he had been passed over for a promotion two weeks prior. That had sent him into a tailspin. He hadn't even been able to mask his violent temper around Topaz, and had some legitimate concerns that he had torn a permanent rift between them.
This was his apology. For all of it. For the things he couldn't control, and for the parts of himself that he could no longer hide. Marriage was better, but it was also difficult in a way he could have never predicted. Sure, his mother had tried to warn him. But what did that cheating harlot know? Relationships had always been easy for him. Well, the few times he had tried to extend things beyond a jaunt in the bedroom. Topaz had been a little trickier, but he'd gotten that pure diamond ring on her finger. And in the end, he'd found it wasn't just a game. He was entirely, dangerously besotted with her. He'd done his best to find other outlets for his tendencies, but there was really only so much one could hide from one's wife, especially when one was married to Topaz Ross. The shattered vase, the broken tray were easy enough to explain. Accidents. The bruises on the avoxes were harder to explain, and so he didn't. He just let his silver tongue run until a lie twisted itself out of his mouth.
He could feel the tension the lies he told building, until that terrible outburst. He simply could not understand it. He was the best at interviews; everyone knew that. The ratings proved it. And he had the most advantageous social position, the famous wife in all of Panem. What more could they possibly want? But it was done, there wasn't likely to be another anchor position open for years. Years.
He forced his thoughts to slow, his heart beat to steady. Years that he, Maverick Miles, would get to spend with Topaz. Was that really so bad? Not on nights like this. After their meal, Maverick had whisked Topaz home in an elegant car, and then insisted that she had a little ice wine in the study. Maverick sent to work immediately, ordering the avoxes (who now better understand their duties) around the bedroom. Vases of pink and white lillies crowded on every surface. Their smell filled him with joy as he stacked a few logs in the fireplace. He flicked the switch and in no time its merry warmth filled the room. He looked around, satisfied and dissatisfied at once. It was beautiful, romantic, but something was missing. He tapped his foot, and watched as a bead of sweat rolled down the bald head of an avox. It thrilled him. He was ready for his wife.
"Please escort the lady of the house here. I'll also be needing a chilled bucket and champagne bottled in the year of the 60th Games." He paused, his gaze sweeping the room. What was it that was out of place? He ran his hand through his thick curls. Something... something... It eluded him. He felt a flash of frustration, and then brushed it aside. Tonight, details would not bother him. Nothing could, not while he was in the euphoria induced by merely being near Topaz. He nodded once, dismissing the avoxes to their duties. The time waiting for his wife always seemed endless. He lingered near the fireplace, his fingers toying with his pocket watch, winding it and fiddling with the hands, willing time to move faster and faster.
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