{ sweater weather } seal
Nov 30, 2013 15:17:15 GMT -5
Post by semper on Nov 30, 2013 15:17:15 GMT -5
The past month or two has certainly been far less painful than they usually are for me. Normally I’d expect to be spat on or clawed by some poor sod who was too thin-skinned to take my taunts (honestly I’d rather everyone be unable to take my insults because it provokes a more violent reaction) but I’ve not delved into the art of mischief lately. I’m still hardly spending any time at home so that’s not different, but I’m not wasting my time down in the district square raising hell. I’m not people watching, I’m not putting wedges between friendships, I’m not blowing on the embers to make flames – no, no, something’s changed. Something’s different but in a very good way.
I’ve got a friend now. (An actual friend!) Or, well, I like to think she’s my friend. She’s yet to chase me away or call me out on all the shit I cause people (or even when I nearly stole Tiger and killed him) so that’s a good sign, right? Or maybe she’s just unaware of it all…. or playing ignorant of it and just not bringing it up. (I have reasons for it, I swear! I can justify my actions if she’d give me the chance to explain.) But so far, anyway, she’s been nothing but friendly to me. She’s put up with my jokes and even laughed at them, and she didn’t turn down my arm when I met her the first time. She’s great, honestly, and what’s even greater is the fact that I have a friend. (Suck on that, Jonah! Yeah, fuck you! I’ve got a friend!) I’ve become more comfortable with being myself (which is still the cocky asshole façade, only toned down a little) around her and I’ve become more like a friend myself. I’ve taken to actually listening to her and considering her feelings and thoughts instead of manipulating them like I would normally do. It’s really great knowing that I don’t have to keep everything to myself anymore, bottled up and only waiting to explode.
The snow is rather deep and still coming down in those big fluffy flakes that I enjoy so much. I love the cold because bundling up in multiple sweaters just makes you feel like you’re constantly being hugged (I’m not even going to lie here, I adore hugs) and, frankly, when it’s warm you can only take off so many articles of clothing before people start screaming at you for public indecency. (It’s not exactly fun when the mothers of young toddlers start screeching at you because you’re “ruining their children” while they frantically try covering the kid’s eyes.) I’m completely covered, though, from the boots on my feet, the mittens on my hands, but no hat on my head. Haven’t actually gotten a hat yet, oops.
I figure I look like some stupid kid running for the candy shop judging by how I’m nearly deer-hopping through the snow. (I’m just excited, okay?) There’s something I really want to show her and I want to get to it before it thaws out any or else we’ll be in trouble. I dart past the diner I took her to the first day, past the shop where I put chocolate on her face for fun, and then beyond the pasture boundaries where Tiger is roaming around somewhere. The path to her house is hidden underneath all the snow but I’ve travelled it so many times that all my steps are unconsciously made. My hand reaches out and swats a few thinner trees along the way and snow falls down atop me, melting until little water droplets slide down my neck and chill me before it gets soaked up by the collar of my jacket. A few times I swear at the sudden cold but I remind myself that it’s snow, not just chilly air or anything. Snow is great and dammit I’m going to have fun.
As per usual, upon arrival at the Chain manor, I head straight to the door and open it right up without knocking. (Unfortunately for her it became quickly obvious that I don’t have a habit of knocking before entering.) A blast of warmth welcomes me and I grin, closing the door behind me to keep out the cold.
”Hey Darq?” I call out, being sure to also keep my voice kind of quiet to not wake her mother should she be sleeping. ”Darq, there’s somewhere I wanna show you and unfortunately I’m not taking no for an answer.”