Ella Quint D1 ( not done )

Her orange hair falls down her shoulders. It's an unusual color, but it looks actually OK. Long black eyelashes have usually mascara on them and maybe from time to time some eye shadow, but rarely. My eyebrows are taking care of and look only like two curves on top of my grey eyes. My nose is pointy and covered in freckles like the rest of my face. My pale pink lips smile rarely, but when they do it is always a joy to everyone around me.

I'm pretty skinny and in good shape. Unluckily i'm shorter than average, I guess I got that from my dad. I always where high heels so I am as tall as the others. My close are somewhat stylish, but a girl got to be a girl right? I never take of my Diamond neck lass from

Loyalty and friendship, those things make a person good or bad. If people are good they would understand how much Friendship means. If you see someone dying that you love it hurts you learn that Friendship matters, you learn nothing is forever.

What you have you should hold on to, if you don't care, then you won't hold on. If you do, you will give it the care it needs. That's the policy I live by, that's the only way I will live by, so don't try to change me. I had enough changes for life and that is that. I want to be who I become and not the person you want me to be, I want to be myself, or at least the rest of myself.

Sure you can say i'm sort of depressed all the time, sure I have my moments when I just want to be left alone. Anybody with my past would. I can spend hours thinking of the horrible thing i'd done, the one thing I will never forgive myself for. I rather not think and move on, though how can I move on when the memories haunt me, and will haunt me forever? I just want to turn the clock back though it's way to late, way way to late.