An apology of sorts

So yes, I realize that my departure from her was less then grand and I said some things that were rude and in some cases unwarranted. I was going through a hard time and I was depressed on a lot of levels and things just weren't going well for me in real life. I realize that it probably sounds like an excuse for how I acted to a lot of people but that's the truth of it. I won't take back some of the things I said because I did mean some of them. Most of it though was me feeling depressed and taking it out here. I was convinced to give this another chance, by a good friend, so here I am again.