A cold escape {Charade}
Dec 19, 2013 19:35:32 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Dec 19, 2013 19:35:32 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background: url(); width: 500px; height:300px; padding: 0px; margin-top: 0px; border-radius: 0px; -moz-border-radius: 20px, bTable] [atrb=style, overflow:auto; padding: 15px; background: #191714; font-family: Tahoma; text-align: center; word-spacing: 1px; ] ~These wounds won't seem to heal~ ~This pain is just too real~ ~There's just too much that time cannot erase~ I was forced to wake up to yet again another snowy day in District 3. Most of the people at school had been chatting excitedly about the winter weather that had started to appear and it seemed like I was the only one in my class who absolutely hated it all. Snow was supposed to be a magical thing but maybe there was something wrong with my eyes because I just couldn't see it at all. I just saw something that felt wrong in every sense. It felt like it was hiding something underneath it. The way it fell so silently in contrast to the sort of sounds that I had heard so often. Sounds of pain and fear. I know better than most that silence never lasts. The way it sticks to the ground and covers up the rough ground beneath it only serves to remind me of how often people cover up their tough, sadistic qualities with a blanket of fake innocence. Even the soft crunch that it made when squished under my feet felt so very wrong indeed. The only thing that was good about snow was when it started to melt and gave me a small reminder of hope. It makes me recall that just like the snow on the ground has to melt, the 'snow' that is used to cover what people are really like also melts and reveals a person's true nature so they can be dealt with. I was asked once by my adoptive parents why I hated the snow so much. The truth was the only thing I could tell them but I knew they wouldn't really understand it. As my feet crush more and more snow, I am propelled forwards through the main street of the district towards my destination. I needed somewhere to be alone and I knew the place that would be perfect for me to go to. The district is always extremely cold at this time of year, not that I am not used to being cold. Luckily for me I had remembered to wrap up warm to combat the chills the air sent at me. My adoptive parents brought me lovely new winter jacket not long back and I have treasured it ever since. The material is surprisingly good since I live in District 3 and it keeps a lot more cold out than I had expected. There are a lot of people around my age walking round nearby since school has not long finished for the day but as usual I don't bother talking to any of them. I didn't want to go near the people in my school, especially after the day I had just had. It was just not my sort of thing at all. I don't know why they even wonder why I don't want to talk and make friends with them. I mean would they trust people like themselves if they were in my position? I bet the answer would be no. That was why today I once again sought somewhere I would be completely alone. My head was saying so many things at once and I needed to vent and clear it and I didn't want to do that when there were other people around. When I got to the place that I had thought of I peeked my head around the corner. I had often seen a girl here and I didn't want to intrude if she was there again today. Lucky for me she appeared to be absent so I proceeded forward and claimed the spot for myself. Anyone else who came would just have to deal with it. I wanted to sit down and rest my legs but the snow was telling me that would not be a good idea. That was when I remembered the bag I took to school everyday. I could easily sit on that and it would provide a layer between my body and the freezing snow that dominated the ground beneath me. Not long after I had sat down I could hear footsteps and they were definitely getting closer and closer. I held my breath. Words: 691 Tag: Charade Notes: Sorry it's short. I suck at starting...lol |