Cherokee Airway D8 done

Cherokee Airway

So give me what I want
I always get what I want
Don't want to see me red
If I don't get what I want
That's not what you want

I.Instructions

I.I) Set up: When I am on a "mission" for daddy, I always always have a plan. I need a plan, without a plan everything goes wrong, the whole game goes down the hole. I dress myself in black from head to toe, with no exceptions what-so-ever. Stting up is easy, it is never the same plan otherwise someone might reconize what I am doing and warn the rest of the stupid people of district 8.

Daddy's goal is to monopolize the district, to be the richest of the poorest and one day to be even richer than Snow. He has big planes and I am just another figure in his game. I'm fine with that, he uses me for the better cause, our money. The money he wants to make our family rich and famos. Of course I could just win the games, but what fun would that be? Taking over a district is very easy and I'm sure daddy has the right plan to do it. He sets us up in the right positions and we take the mponey of others, there is no greater joy then your own success over others.


I.II)Rules: Every game has their rules, my life is a game. It has been this way since I was little. My dad taught me in out life there will be only rules and succes. The very first rule he taught us was never to fail. Failing was considerd in our family as the most strictest rule we have. To daddy it is one that we must never break. I remember as a little kid I stared at him with my small eyes as he told me this. he reapeted it ever sincem every day of our life he brings up this rule, every day of my life he makes sure that I never forgett his most important rule.

Rule number two was never to trust anyone. He told me this when I was a little girl, no older than 7. That day I was laying on the floor drawing something in a book, I'm not sure what anymore. He came up to me and brushed my black hair out of my face and used my full name. No one evr uses my full name, it's way to long. Cherokee Silver Anabell Airway, that is my full name, that is what he called me. He told me that the world is full of cruel people, that will try to tell me that what I'm doing is wrong. He told me to never listen to them , and never trust anyone, not even my own family.

"Promise me never to think about what your doing, promise me that you will do exactly as I say, promise me that you will never disobey me" His words, he told me once not to trust, but there he was asking me to trust him and disobey the second thing he taught me. He wants me to follow his descicions blindly and give up my free will. I didn't know better, I obliged. I folloowed his every command without thinking. I let him monopolize my brain, take controll, let me help him monopolize the district. I take money away from poor people and it makes me feel good.

Following these rules and doing my job has become my life, it has overwhelmed me, I feel as if I am no longer my own person, as if someone owes me. As I am just a player an not a person, there is a difference, and yet I still get what I want when I want.


I.III)Winning the game: To win is easy, but requires the right amount of work. I spent years watching my dad get mad at me, because I didn't win, the fact that i'm not perfect as he wants me to be. I'm not daddy's little devil. I try so hard, I follow all his rules, but I'm not a winner. I do win sometimes, but not with the really hard stuff that I am supposed to win. Everytime I big stack of money home, well not big, but big enough, he smiles and looks at me with a proud face I feel as if I am worth something.

I feel that I am not just a pretty face, trying to prove to her dad, to the world that I can achieve what he wants. I want to show him, that I don't need love to make me happy, I just need to have money to put a slight smile acrosse my face. My chin pointed at the end and my pale lips pressing upwards to contrast with pale skin. Everything about me seems pale or dark, like a ghost. I can win, even as a ghost I can win. A girl just needs tp pretty and the world is theres.

I get what I want

When I want

I play the game of monoply

It is my life

No stopping me now