Mackenzie Sinnet D4 WIP

Mackenzie Sinnet D4 WIP Nov 29, 2013 11:21:03 GMT -5

Post by d11a tsiuri dermott ☕ minie on Nov 29, 2013 11:21:03 GMT -5

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MACKENZIE

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SINNET

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My name is Mackenzie Darling Sinnet

I am 18 years old

My home is district 4

I am a prostitute

You know I think my parents were trying to make fun of me when they made my middle name Darling, then again how could they have known that I was going to be a whole bunch of trouble? They couldn't have it is impossible and my whole life I had to hear people mock my middle name. How can you call a girl like her darling? You should have made her middle name whore. They are most likely right. I should have been named Mackenzie Whore Sinnet. That would have been much better for me. At least I don't need to hear my parents complaining about there obvious mistake. I don't see them at all anymore, and maybe it is better that way.

Me and my parents never got along, they want a perfect daughter. They wanted a career daughter, and then they got stuck with me. I am not smart, I am not a fighter. I have no talents whatsoever except for being pretty and sleeping with guys I don't know. They wanted a daughter who they could rely on to take care of them when they were older. They wanted a daughter that could keep the family going. At least they got one thing they wanted. They got a grandchild. When I was 16 I slept with my math teacher, and well I got pregnant, now I am the mother of a 2 year old girl.

I don't have anymore contact with my parents. I ran away from home when my daughter was one. I spent 5 days living on the streets trying to keep us going when some guys offered me to join their gang. Most people would ask why I would do something so stupid, joining a gang filled with boys when you're 17 years old and has a 1 year old baby girl. I saw no better choice than to do that. It was a stupid choice, but we are still here one year later alive and living with a gang. I have had thoughts about giving my child up for adoption and just being able to live a normal prostitute life, but I know that isn't going to happen. For some reason I can't seem to let her go. I see to much of her in me and I can't bare to let that go.

I know it is probably the most responsible thing to do, and Fabian (my boyfriend) the gang leader also thinks it is the best. he thinks having a child living with us is a very bad decision, though sometimes I think he just can't tolerate her. He treats her as if she were something the cat dragged in from the trash can. I hate how he looks at her and how he regards her as a thing and not a person. Why am I dating this 40 year old scumbag? Like for the most things in my life, I have no idea, maybe so that I can keep on surviving. I guess that is what my life is about, surviving the stuff that seem to be to tuff, the stuff that most people don't have to struggle through. Most people think I don't have a heart and just do everything I do out of selfish reasons in other words for survival.

I don't look like the kind of girl who is set for survival. I have straight and stringy brown hair that runs down till half way down my back. My grey eyes are slightly pulled back that gives me a slight asian look to go along with my pale skin. My eyebrows look fake and trimmed as if I take care of them, which I do. I don't look fit for survival, I'm not in shape or muscular. I look like a prostitute and that is what I am, I look like a sluty little whore who is ready to give up her body for money and that is what makes me a survivalist. I will probably do just about anything for survival.