cold and bathed in light {python/rook} ::
Dec 30, 2013 17:21:07 GMT -5
Post by rook on Dec 30, 2013 17:21:07 GMT -5
kasper libertine
the phosphorescence danced with us
the water washed us clean
so i hold on to all these scenes
close
The man's breath still stinks, even after he has stopped breathing. Bad breath is one of the few things in this world that really gets under my skin. It's a common problem, but it is so easily resolved with peppermints or brushing one's teeth. In Four we are not exactly short of these luxuries, and it irritates me so much to have to tolerate the stench of garlic fish breath. Disgusting, rank, foul man. He deserves to be dead, with breath like this.
The night is cold. Winter has taken over District Four, gripping to the shore with white fingers. Sheets of ice cover the ports, with waves frozen solid, making it seem like time has stopped completely. Winter is my least favourite month, as it makes my fingers numb, in turn making it difficult to work outdoors with efficiency. Murder is a tricky business. You need deft hands, and that is difficult in the cold.
I look at the dead man. His expression was one of shock (of course) but now he swears a vacant stare. The kill was easy. He was tailing me - seeing where I was going and what I was up to. The last thing he expected was for me to turn around on the spot and shoot him right between the eyes. Crafty bastard. I killed him where he stood. Heh.
I have been careless. It took me nearly five months to get my hands on a gun - a real gun! I only had one bullet too, and more do not come cheaply. I had no other choice. I didn't want him to see where I hide over the weekends and there was no other way to take him out so quickly. I've been very careless. Guns make noise, and that attracts Peacekeepers, the very thing I was trying to avoid in the first place. Fucking pigs. They should keep out of my business.
I have no doubts that the man works for the Peacekeepers, or was paid to tail me. He probably has a family of five or six, who will go hungry for the next few years, now that Daddy is dead. Not my problem. I'm actually happier that the Peacekeepers sent someone to do their dirty work for them - the last thing I want is to have to kill another Peacekeeper and draw even more attention to myself. Disposing of nobodies is easy, but when Peacekeepers go missing things get more heated. Of course. The Capitol just loves their shiny white knights.
I've dragged this body through the backstreets of Four for about twenty minutes now. I've had to get away from where I fired that gun, because Peacekeepers will swarm there faster than I can figure out an excuse. Through empty warehouses and cabins I have hid, avoiding torchlights and patrols, all the while dragging this heavy body. How has it come to this? Murder is in my blood. I am a Libertine.
First it was my mother, then a Peacekeeper, now I'm killing every weekend, like it's a normal thing. It's improper to keep doing this. I feel rude, and I don't like it. Don't lie. You fucking love it. You enjoy killing people, Kasper.
Do I? Admit that you do. Don't lie to yourself. Don't lie to me.
I reach a dim opening behind a large warehouse. It's not overlooked by any houses, and I spot some dumpsters. It's a good a place as any, I suppose. I let go of the man's arms and take a moment's rest. My breath is heavy, but I see it escape from my mouth and drift upwards into the night, lighter than the thin, winter air. How can that be? Don't get fucking poetic on me.
I grunt, grabbing the man by the waist and hoisting him up onto my shoulder. I throw him into the dumpster with another groan, closing the lid on his grave. I lean on top to the dumpster, exhausted. I could sleep here. I really could.
to my heart inside that’s pumping blood
through my veins and through my lungs
that breathe the air and spit it out
past my teeth and out my mouth