★ {MARION WINDSOR} ★ D6 [FIN/CBD]
Jan 2, 2014 9:16:28 GMT -5
Post by Lei on Jan 2, 2014 9:16:28 GMT -5
marion calliope windsor
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FEMALE | DISTRICT SIX | FIFTEEN
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FEMALE | DISTRICT SIX | FIFTEEN
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my daddy used to drink a lot, stumble home at ungodly hours with bottle still in hand, pet my hair and call me pretty - his little doll. got your mom’s eyes, he’d say – gray like the sea during a storm. lovely, just like she was. he always used card his fingers through the thin strands of honey blonde atop my head, whisper pretty things and kiss my hair, made me feel loved until the day he put the muzzle of a gun between his lips and kissed a bullet instead.
i’m sorry i wasn’t good enough for him to want to stay, i really am, and i miss his kisses, the feeling of being loved. i’m sorry that i search for it in the bottoms of the glass bottles that smell like his breath on those nights, find it in the kiss of the drugs that i spill into my veins. i’m sorry that i’m not a good little girl anymore, that i know how deep to cut without losing myself in the release, that i’ll do anything to feel how my daddy made me feel,that i’m so fucked in the head because of that sick bastard and what he did to me. i’m sorry i can’t feel much of anything anymore.
i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry.
i’m sorry i wasn’t good enough for him to want to stay, i really am, and i miss his kisses, the feeling of being loved. i’m sorry that i search for it in the bottoms of the glass bottles that smell like his breath on those nights, find it in the kiss of the drugs that i spill into my veins. i’m sorry that i’m not a good little girl anymore, that i know how deep to cut without losing myself in the release, that i’ll do anything to feel how my daddy made me feel,
i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry.
fc: claire birkholz
