Gonna do this quick

Okay, so as a few of you know I was going through a rough patch before that made me short tempered and if I'm gonna be honest it made me rude. A lot of that had to do with something I've struggled with since I was little, which was gender identity disorder. Since I was little I always felt that I was a bit more feminine than all the other guys that were around me, and it bothered me. I would argue with myself over what was right and what was wrong, especially since it wasn't socially accepted for me to even admit it to myself. My own family didn't want to accept me when I told them that I was bi, which was hard enough for me to deal with. So I went on with my life trying to be "normal" as it was called by the people around me, the only problem was I had trouble accepting myself and loving myself because I wasn't really me. It was like I was wearing a costume to hide who I really was, because honestly I felt like a girl. I went through depression and a few other things in my life that I'm not too proud of before I finally started to review my life more closely.

Thanks to some friends I finally decided to come out with this and just tear the band-aid off fast. I'm a soon to be MtF trans, I'm just working out the details on that, and for a few days now, at least off site, I've been having people refer to me by my new name, Annastasia. Of course I've let people shorten it to just Anna, but you know, the idea is all still there. I guess this is all just a long story explaining a small thing, I would like to be called Annastasia or Anna now, it stings to be called Axel because I'm finally taking off that costume and being who I really am. Sooooo thank you for reading this and please don't judge, this is a hard thing for me to do.