CAP: Dreams vs. Reality
Jan 13, 2014 17:53:23 GMT -5
Post by * on Jan 13, 2014 17:53:23 GMT -5
"Kyanite? I'm sorry..." In the pitch black of night, I hear the voice of Gwen, but for some reason, I feel as if there's a blanket over my eyes. I can't see a thing, but I feel these hands touching my back and my shoulder. I feel multiple hands touching my arms and for a brief moment, I wonder why I can feel this strange coldness that runs up one of my arms. The chill lasts momentarily before it begins taking over my entire body. It starts just in my arm and intensifies ten fold when it reaches my shoulder. Then my heart begins to get suddenly frozen and from there, the rest of my extremities begin to have the same thing happen to them. The last part of my body to feel this chill is my face and it all circles around my head until it reaches the port of my cheek and I scream out in pain and drop to my knee in the complete darkness.
"Never lose focus again, Kyanite. Because you did that, you killed her. You killed my sister." Gwen's voice comes to meet with my ears again, making my scream stop abruptly when her body begins to visible with what's she's saying. Her eyes are nothing but red and swollen. Tears begin to fall into heaps at her feet. I shake my head furiously.
"I didn't. I didn't, I tell you. She's alive. She's well."
"How do you know? You ran out on her, remember? She died because of you." I get up from my knees and cross the distance over to her to get a better look at Gwen. She stays still, but the tears become larger with each drop.
"She can't.. you're lieing Gwen. Like you did when I first met you. YOU LIAR!" I don't even know what happened next, but I bring my fist up and go to punch her the moment she disappears, making me stumble and fall to the ground. I feel no pain though. I just feel the solid ground beneath me. I roll over to lay on my back.
"She's dead? Gala is dead?" I find myself saying as I look up to a small white dot far in the sky as it starts to get bigger and bigger. My eyes become heavy the longer I look at it, but soon enough, the small white dot begins to fade. "No! Don't leave me." I plead with the white form. I begin to sob.
"Never lose focus again, Kyanite. Because you did that, you killed her. You killed my sister." Gwen's voice comes to meet with my ears again, making my scream stop abruptly when her body begins to visible with what's she's saying. Her eyes are nothing but red and swollen. Tears begin to fall into heaps at her feet. I shake my head furiously.
"I didn't. I didn't, I tell you. She's alive. She's well."
"How do you know? You ran out on her, remember? She died because of you." I get up from my knees and cross the distance over to her to get a better look at Gwen. She stays still, but the tears become larger with each drop.
"She can't.. you're lieing Gwen. Like you did when I first met you. YOU LIAR!" I don't even know what happened next, but I bring my fist up and go to punch her the moment she disappears, making me stumble and fall to the ground. I feel no pain though. I just feel the solid ground beneath me. I roll over to lay on my back.
"She's dead? Gala is dead?" I find myself saying as I look up to a small white dot far in the sky as it starts to get bigger and bigger. My eyes become heavy the longer I look at it, but soon enough, the small white dot begins to fade. "No! Don't leave me." I plead with the white form. I begin to sob.
A painful moan comes from my lips as my eyes begin to open suddenly. The crisp, white ceiling burns my eyes and I recoil from the bright hue of it. I lull my head to one side for a moment but feel something on my face that pulls when I do, so I return my head to the position where it feels comfortable. Behind my head, I feel the soft bump of a pillow and warmth on my legs of something; a blanket? I flinch when I try to move my hands though and get reminded of how heavy my left arm is with the cast. I'm back to reality. I take a few moments to let my eyes get adjusted to the light before I look down to see my right arm heavily bandaged, wrapped from my wrist to my elbow. Great! Just great. Another cast? I groan at the though of it all and keep still. My eyes close again, then open slowly. The fog of sleep weighing heavy on my eyes.
The images of Gwen suddenly comes to my mind and everything she said. Gala is dead? Without notice, my pulse begins to quicken on me. The moment of dread takes over as I begin to move to the side and feel nothing but jab of pain. Once again, I return to the position that doesn't make me flinch. "Help..." my mouth moves with the mumbled word but my cheek feels weird. My entire body feels weird like I'm floating or something. So, make myself think. I take a moment to think about the images I saw before I looked up to the bright white walls. It had to be only a nightmare. Gala couldn't be dead. I refuse to believe that. Though, why didn't I see her when Matthew tried to come after me right after my match? Could it be true? Matthew, was you trying to tell me something. Did... she die, Matt? TELL ME! I feel a pool of salt water forming at my eyes. I let the drops roll off my eyes without caring to wipe them.
I roll my head to the side again, despite the pain because no one responded to my word of help I spoke a moment ago, and see in the doorway of this very white room, the form of Gwen again, or at least I thought so for a moment. I blink back the water in my eyes, letting them flow down my face before I focus on the image again. This time, I see Gala. I see her staring at me. My first thought is my first words to her. "Am I dead?"