Siren Deleway d2 wip
Jan 18, 2014 9:52:45 GMT -5
Post by d11a tsiuri dermott ☕ minie on Jan 18, 2014 9:52:45 GMT -5
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S I R E N D E L E W A Y
DISTRICT2 | SEEVENTEEN| FEMALE
I took the red toothbrush in my hand and bent down over the toilette. What may seem disgusting and immposible became a rutine for me. I would eat very little duringt breakfest and lunch and after dinner I would go to the bathroom, bend over the toilett, rub my red toothbrush in the back of my throught and throw up my dinner. I have been doing this since my parents had me try for dauntless. At that time I was overweight for my age and a dauntless joke. They weren't scared of anything, but I was scared of a lot, and I still am.
I was a fat little girl, my parents both grew up as part of the amity, but the way the fraktions work are terrible. When I was 16 I had to choose, stay with the amity and continue training or choose another fraction. There was one more option. I could always becone a fractionless, our name for people who go to a training center outside of the fractions. My parents didn't want me to stay with the amity, they didn't want me to learn to be kind to others. They wanted a fearless daughter. They wanted me to be someone I wasn't.
I'm scared that others will find out that I throw up my food, I am scared that others, will find out that I am not the person I wish I was. I am scared that they will find out that even tough I passed thests when I was 16, I don't belong here. I am in my heart a kind and loving person not a killer, but yet I had no choice. My parents wanted it this way, and I have to go along. I am their pupet, my parents are not ment for the amity, they never were, but their daughter was, is and will always be.
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S I R E N D E L E W A Y
DISTRICT2 | SEEVENTEEN| FEMALE
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I took the red toothbrush in my hand and bent down over the toilette. What may seem disgusting and immposible became a rutine for me. I would eat very little duringt breakfest and lunch and after dinner I would go to the bathroom, bend over the toilett, rub my red toothbrush in the back of my throught and throw up my dinner. I have been doing this since my parents had me try for dauntless. At that time I was overweight for my age and a dauntless joke. They weren't scared of anything, but I was scared of a lot, and I still am.
I was a fat little girl, my parents both grew up as part of the amity, but the way the fraktions work are terrible. When I was 16 I had to choose, stay with the amity and continue training or choose another fraction. There was one more option. I could always becone a fractionless, our name for people who go to a training center outside of the fractions. My parents didn't want me to stay with the amity, they didn't want me to learn to be kind to others. They wanted a fearless daughter. They wanted me to be someone I wasn't.
I'm scared that others will find out that I throw up my food, I am scared that others, will find out that I am not the person I wish I was. I am scared that they will find out that even tough I passed thests when I was 16, I don't belong here. I am in my heart a kind and loving person not a killer, but yet I had no choice. My parents wanted it this way, and I have to go along. I am their pupet, my parents are not ment for the amity, they never were, but their daughter was, is and will always be.
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