Have another go? Not likely //Dylan(Mark)
Jan 28, 2014 18:47:52 GMT -5
Post by * on Jan 28, 2014 18:47:52 GMT -5
How long has it been? One? Two days now? "You should go..." The sound of those words keep echoing in my head so many times. His tone. His words. The way he turned his face away to my kiss. Everything about him has changed just with the loss against that monster. My new foe from the moment I made it clear to him that he needs to be gone from my life. There's nothing else I could do now. I am completely just lost about what I should do. I know I'm not welcomed to be around the hospital as he stated so clearly. I've not heard from Gala, either, so my mood as of late has been nothing but silence. Even my father has taken to noticing my attitude and change of voice. My brother seems to finally catch on a little bit more lately since the pregames has done its job. He's no longer my trainer, but actually starting to become more like a brother to me.
"Kya, where you going?" From behind me, my brother's voice comes out and all he gets as a response is a nod and the door slamming shut to sever any more conversation between us. My direction is void. I have no clue where I'm going, but I have the need to just get out of the house. Once again, the longer I walk, I see the blurred vision in the corner of my eyes of the tears wanting to form when I start thinking about 'him'. I question myself too often about giving it another try, but I'm just not sure if two days will be enough for him to deal with whatever it is that he was going through. I came around that night after Gala had talked some sense into me, however... I sent Gala home to sleep that night so I could stay up with him. A lot of good that did me. I fume and instantly take off running as hard as I can. I know now, where I'm going. I'm going where no one will be able to find me, if for only a little while. I don't care that it's illegal, but right now, I could care less.
"You should go..."
His words penetrate my mind again, echoing his voice all over again, fueling my legs for retribution for what he said. I should go. He never said where I would be going. Where my destination would take me. Now, I made up my mind and the moment I find that part of the fence that we left through, I find myself pushing through the wires as it tears into my shirt and into my skin slightly. I don't stop though. Not until I give in after ten minutes of running and find my breath gone through the cold. The tears that fall are full of heat and anger and sadness. How do I let myself get into these situations? At the next tree, I finally scream out.
"DAMN YOU!" I fall against the tree, letting it poke into my back before I put my face into my drawn up knees.